First let me say that I am a seeker, not an atheist or someone just trying to stir up trouble. I have been seeking for well over a year now, and I have had my ups and downs. I had a weak faith to begin with which blossomed into a near strong faith, but sadly, dissipated in the last few months.
I want to stop just blindly following. I am going to raise objections, but in hope that my own faith will be strengthened. Please put some reason and thought into helping me with my latest issue.
Brainwashing. When I see people raising their hands in the air to praise, or recite "signs" that they have seen in dreams, or the children who so blindly follow a faith that has been drilled in their heads.. I think of Christianity as some kind of cult. It almost seems like it turns people looney. Now, I want to know God, and believe, but I can't do it by "brainwashing". I find their being something wrong with surrounding yourself with something till you believe it. I want to question and seek the discrepancies.
So please, tell me why (without giving me generic Christianity answers), why Christianity is not cultish or is brainwashing it's seekers and children?
I want to stop just blindly following. I am going to raise objections, but in hope that my own faith will be strengthened. Please put some reason and thought into helping me with my latest issue.
Brainwashing. When I see people raising their hands in the air to praise, or recite "signs" that they have seen in dreams, or the children who so blindly follow a faith that has been drilled in their heads.. I think of Christianity as some kind of cult. It almost seems like it turns people looney. Now, I want to know God, and believe, but I can't do it by "brainwashing". I find their being something wrong with surrounding yourself with something till you believe it. I want to question and seek the discrepancies.
So please, tell me why (without giving me generic Christianity answers), why Christianity is not cultish or is brainwashing it's seekers and children?