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I really wanted to make sure I was typing with god on my side because its so easy to let the devil type what he puts in our head....My faith first came nearly 6months ago when I accidentally came to TJ. Well we all know it was no accident but I gave my heart to God, I felt a peace but not like the peace I feel today....I have had some real hard times, some times where I am so glad you all cant see my tears...times when Ive laughed and the kids think Im weried laughing at a screen, but you have to be there I say to them....Ive had a time even when I couldnt see any other hope but end everything....Ive had times where Ive pressed the x in the corner because I was mad....times where I have been so weak and in pain, I was barely typing.....I lost a baby through the eveil satan put me through....I hit rock bottom and then there were more rocks along the way....and there were times that I left because someone would ask how things were and I didnt wanna lie....I wanted so badly to say great even after getting a bashing...BUT I reallized somthing when I read the posts in the prayer warriors and that was God is real, Today I had a great experience in Prayer Chat and God answered not one prayer but many. When we think he isnt there he has been carrying me....When I have felt all those emotions he has felt them too....Brothers and Sisters that have helped me through Ive listened, some may have saved my life....some held my hand while I lost my way......some felt the pain when I lost my baby.....some felt the beatings.......some cried......and some laughed .......some have shared food......some drink.......thankyou.......thankyou God for giving me Talk Jesus..... 
