I have come to this website as a desperate measure in search of answers to my ongoing problem with drug addiction and depression. I dont know which one came first, only that I can't separate the two right now. Unfortunately I work in a professional capacity and cannot seek professional help for either problem as the chances of losing my job are almost certain. God is my only hope, and Ive prayed so much Im beginning to wonder if God was a figment of my imagination in the first place. Somewhere deep within I know thats not the case, but doubts of Gods power and capacity to help plague me. I see so many other threads posted with problems that are probably more significant than this one, but Im right in the middle of this and can't see a way out. I really need some help or at the very least a prayer. Thank you to anyone who takes the time to respond or pray for me or both.