Abba!!!!!!!!!

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Sometimes some things are meant to be examples to us.

Sometimes things happen that are meant to change us and even our life.

Sometimes the are meant to open our eyes to the truth around us. Sometimes it's meant to explain things.

Sometimes it's meant to frighten and awaken something deep in us or simply to make things more clear.

Sometimes it might do something else like confuse us.

But i know all that my Father does is all in good attention.

He will never hurt me.

I trust in his better judgement and will go where he sends me.

What i cannot understand is his way of saying trust me and all will become clear in time.

I can say hallelujah and sing praises.

But we all know how hard all that is in great times of difficulty.

But i believe in times of difficult that's when his even more present in us and all around us.

I believe there is so much more to him and to us that it can't all be reviled in all the time we have on this earth.

I believe there is so much more to learn when we finally meet him face to face.

All i know that for now while i'm still here on this earth i want to love Him more then anything.

I want to grow closer to him more then anything.

I want to honor him in everything i do. I want to give him my whole heart and all that is me.

I want to follow him whenever He may send me to.

I want to be able to drop everything at ounce when he calls me and go to him.

I want a stronger relationship with my Father.

I will suffer now here on this earth for when i finally reach my father and take His hand i want to be able to tell him 'Father i did all that there was in my power to see your love upon the earth'.