TheWidowsOffering
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as if you have abandoned me
i felt as if you have abandoned me
i'm feeling helpless in my being
cannot draw near nor call out
i know i needed you desperately
i am about to be overwhelmed here
on needs and calls of the hour
within me i feel my spirit calling
but as i come over readily i quit trying
i need you Lord please come over
Come over and take all my sighing
Do not let me be terrified side by side
Or else I will be no where to be found
lift me up i pray cause in you i trust
help me Lord, uphold me in this hour
Guard me Lord with your love and po'er
Hide me in your love and mercy
Please do a favor for me
Look upon me not according to my offenses Lord
But according to your great love uphold my life
Show me your kindness and I will praise your holy name
Show me your love and I will give you a praise offering
help me to go beyond all my fears
help me to know your hand is moving
help me to know that you are always there
watching over me Lord taking care of my way
frustrate not my hope cause in you i trust
show me you are my Lord and you are my God
be merciful once again because of your great love
and i will lay in peace where in your Spirit I will rest
Or will you please carry me for the moment?
Embrace me Lord for i felt dejected
Whom shall I call to ask for a help
Only in You this soul is comforted
Lord please do remember me by your mercy
Rescue me Oh Lord please be with me
How can I walk without your mercy?
How can i go on with myself only?
You have taught me to be dependent on You
And not to lean on my own strength or mind may be
Lord come and see my own misery
The things that I have been hiding the day you called me
Lord I know you're not obligated to answer all my query
But please be gracious I pray reveal your glory
That your name may be glorified and exalted greatly
For the grave cannot praise Oh Lord God Almighty
For i am bowed low oh Lord and can't lift up my head
My lips provide a laughter sarcastic inside
How can I bear this lifestyle that came
I felt so lifeless oh Lord so what more can I have?
The heart is so cold
The mind is confused
I felt so lifeless
I have nothing to hold
Now if I loose You
How is my life????
yours forever,
Reymielin
... a poem done after having a great victory on our family's day and thanksgiving with the Lord December 6, 2009... I got all these sense after having my whole household with me (first time to have them all except for my two siblings abroad!!!!)... I'm being soooooooo overwhelmed...
so I just want to share...
Last night, as trying to get my sleep, I felt His soft touch in my heart whispering "He still loves me" in spite of the coldness I have for Him these past two weeks.... I can't accept that I have grown cold to Him...... I can't do anything but to cry and cry and cry... after some time of crying, I stood up, got my pen and two sheets of bond paper, wrote a letter to Him exposing all the lies I accepted in my heart that made it sooo cold for Him to dwell in... Repented and re-affirmed my love to Him... So I wake up this day with huge eye bugs...oopppsss.. hehehe..:shade:
I always ask, how could a heart that is grown cold be made on fire again??? Yet, I remember a Scripture in Revelation Jesus wish the Church to be cold or hot or the other way... I just thank Him for that... At least I find myself not that lukewarm.. or else He will spit me out.. ... (LOL..)...He is far greater than anything... Amen
may we always be blessed as our Heavenly Father intended us to be in Christ Jesus our Lord and Savior. Amen
the devil came to steal, to kill and to destroy. but He came to give us life and to have it abundantly... .. Amen
thanks everyone!!! a blessed and victorious holidays to all!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!
As always, His is the highest praise and glory in Jesus name. Amen
In Christ love,
Sis. Reymielin
Come near to God and He will come near to you. James 4:8
i felt as if you have abandoned me
i'm feeling helpless in my being
cannot draw near nor call out
i know i needed you desperately
i am about to be overwhelmed here
on needs and calls of the hour
within me i feel my spirit calling
but as i come over readily i quit trying
i need you Lord please come over
Come over and take all my sighing
Do not let me be terrified side by side
Or else I will be no where to be found
lift me up i pray cause in you i trust
help me Lord, uphold me in this hour
Guard me Lord with your love and po'er
Hide me in your love and mercy
Please do a favor for me
Look upon me not according to my offenses Lord
But according to your great love uphold my life
Show me your kindness and I will praise your holy name
Show me your love and I will give you a praise offering
help me to go beyond all my fears
help me to know your hand is moving
help me to know that you are always there
watching over me Lord taking care of my way
frustrate not my hope cause in you i trust
show me you are my Lord and you are my God
be merciful once again because of your great love
and i will lay in peace where in your Spirit I will rest
Or will you please carry me for the moment?
Embrace me Lord for i felt dejected
Whom shall I call to ask for a help
Only in You this soul is comforted
Lord please do remember me by your mercy
Rescue me Oh Lord please be with me
How can I walk without your mercy?
How can i go on with myself only?
You have taught me to be dependent on You
And not to lean on my own strength or mind may be
Lord come and see my own misery
The things that I have been hiding the day you called me
Lord I know you're not obligated to answer all my query
But please be gracious I pray reveal your glory
That your name may be glorified and exalted greatly
For the grave cannot praise Oh Lord God Almighty
For i am bowed low oh Lord and can't lift up my head
My lips provide a laughter sarcastic inside
How can I bear this lifestyle that came
I felt so lifeless oh Lord so what more can I have?
The heart is so cold
The mind is confused
I felt so lifeless
I have nothing to hold
Now if I loose You
How is my life????
yours forever,
Reymielin
... a poem done after having a great victory on our family's day and thanksgiving with the Lord December 6, 2009... I got all these sense after having my whole household with me (first time to have them all except for my two siblings abroad!!!!)... I'm being soooooooo overwhelmed...
so I just want to share...
Last night, as trying to get my sleep, I felt His soft touch in my heart whispering "He still loves me" in spite of the coldness I have for Him these past two weeks.... I can't accept that I have grown cold to Him...... I can't do anything but to cry and cry and cry... after some time of crying, I stood up, got my pen and two sheets of bond paper, wrote a letter to Him exposing all the lies I accepted in my heart that made it sooo cold for Him to dwell in... Repented and re-affirmed my love to Him... So I wake up this day with huge eye bugs...oopppsss.. hehehe..:shade:
I always ask, how could a heart that is grown cold be made on fire again??? Yet, I remember a Scripture in Revelation Jesus wish the Church to be cold or hot or the other way... I just thank Him for that... At least I find myself not that lukewarm.. or else He will spit me out.. ... (LOL..)...He is far greater than anything... Amen
may we always be blessed as our Heavenly Father intended us to be in Christ Jesus our Lord and Savior. Amen
the devil came to steal, to kill and to destroy. but He came to give us life and to have it abundantly... .. Amen
thanks everyone!!! a blessed and victorious holidays to all!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!
As always, His is the highest praise and glory in Jesus name. Amen
In Christ love,
Sis. Reymielin
Come near to God and He will come near to you. James 4:8
