Im still not right with God I gamble, have bad thoughts, I curse, sometime I look at porn, Im depress and wavering in my faith. I think you have to be in
a good place to do a testimony but Im not. Sometimes I feel like I will never get right with god because I waver in my faith. Every time I read the bible stories it just seem unreal. I might of blasphemy the holy spirit, I dont even know what it means to blasphemy the holy spirit everyone got their own meaning to it. Should I give up? maybe christianity isnt for me but when I try to have faith in something else I keep coming back to the bible, I think its because I was force to believe in the bible at a young age and cant excape from it. What should I do? Keep reading the bible because there so many stories I havent read yet.
a good place to do a testimony but Im not. Sometimes I feel like I will never get right with god because I waver in my faith. Every time I read the bible stories it just seem unreal. I might of blasphemy the holy spirit, I dont even know what it means to blasphemy the holy spirit everyone got their own meaning to it. Should I give up? maybe christianity isnt for me but when I try to have faith in something else I keep coming back to the bible, I think its because I was force to believe in the bible at a young age and cant excape from it. What should I do? Keep reading the bible because there so many stories I havent read yet.