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I am so lost I feel.

kgustafso1

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Good morning,
I am new here.
I’m going to start off with I am newly baptized, i am a believer of christ. I just feel like I’m doing something completely wrong. I hear these stories of people who come to Christ and are immediately delivered from sin addictions and temptation. Many people can hear the Holy Spirit talking to them, giving them signs messages, and visions. I have asked Jesus to come into my life, I have prayed for Jesus to deliverance from sins and addictions, I have prayed to be filled with the Holy Spirit. I read my Bible almost every day. I just feel so far away from god. I still have the desires to drink, to smoke, I still get angry. What am I doing wrong!? I have begged god to just take everything from me, i have gone to him in tears, with frustration. I am about to just give up! People keep telling me just give your life to god, but how am I not? I pray constantly, I talk to god a lot. I am just so lost.I am terrified of the things to come, I’m scared I’m not saved. I’m terrified that it’ll be saying “lord lord” and not entering the kingdom of heaven.
 
Hi Gustafo,

The reason you became a Christian is that God called you. You may not have been aware of it but just as in the parable of the lost sheep, God sought you out until He found you and when he found you and when you responded there was a massive party in Heaven (Luke 15:7). When God called you, He knew exactly that you wouldn't become squeaky clean and sinless overnight so the fact that you're struggling is no massive shock and disappointment; He knew and fully understood that you'd struggle, and yet still He called you. Believe me God is delighted with your progress, the fact that you're struggling and disappointed at the pace of change proves to Him that you're wanting to please Him and follow His will. He understands that you're a work in progress.

So I would urge you not to give in but rather keep trying to please God, keep praying and especially praising Him and chatting to Him about your day, your fears and struggles. He's your father so you can bring to Him anything and chat openly but also plenty of praise. God I love you because .... Thank you for .... What I really like about you God is ..... Ask for a greater and deeper revelation and for the Holy Spirit to guide and give you wisdom and strength to overcome.

Yes, and also read your Bible and get really involved in church. May God bless you with amazing quantities of blessings.

Finally, be reassured that your salvation is written in the Book of Life under G for Gustafo in indelible ink that can't be blotted out. You will not lose your salvation by what you do or fail to do. Jesus's death and resurrection is all you need to get into Heaven; nothing else counts.

Best wishes,


Andy
 
Good morning,
I am new here.
I’m going to start off with I am newly baptized, i am a believer of christ. I just feel like I’m doing something completely wrong. I hear these stories of people who come to Christ and are immediately delivered from sin addictions and temptation. Many people can hear the Holy Spirit talking to them, giving them signs messages, and visions. I have asked Jesus to come into my life, I have prayed for Jesus to deliverance from sins and addictions, I have prayed to be filled with the Holy Spirit. I read my Bible almost every day. I just feel so far away from god. I still have the desires to drink, to smoke, I still get angry. What am I doing wrong!? I have begged god to just take everything from me, i have gone to him in tears, with frustration. I am about to just give up! People keep telling me just give your life to god, but how am I not? I pray constantly, I talk to god a lot. I am just so lost.I am terrified of the things to come, I’m scared I’m not saved. I’m terrified that it’ll be saying “lord lord” and not entering the kingdom of heaven.

Sorry to hear about the state that you feel that you are in.

Are you a member of a local body of Christ?

-WNL
 
I hear these stories of people who come to Christ and are immediately delivered from sin addictions and temptation. Many people can hear the Holy Spirit talking to them, giving them signs messages, and visions. I have asked Jesus to come into my life, I have prayed for Jesus to deliverance from sins and addictions, I have prayed to be filled with the Holy Spirit.
Yes this is the way ... but you need to learn of the original Pentecostal gospel you read of in the NT.
Here is a website link to our Pentecostal church that has many testimonies to what you are seeking.

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Hi Gustafo,

The reason you became a Christian is that God called you. You may not have been aware of it but just as in the parable of the lost sheep, God sought you out until He found you and when he found you and when you responded there was a massive party in Heaven (Luke 15:7). When God called you, He knew exactly that you wouldn't become squeaky clean and sinless overnight so the fact that you're struggling is no massive shock and disappointment; He knew and fully understood that you'd struggle, and yet still He called you. Believe me God is delighted with your progress, the fact that you're struggling and disappointed at the pace of change proves to Him that you're wanting to please Him and follow His will. He understands that you're a work in progress.

So I would urge you not to give in but rather keep trying to please God, keep praying and especially praising Him and chatting to Him about your day, your fears and struggles. He's your father so you can bring to Him anything and chat openly but also plenty of praise. God I love you because .... Thank you for .... What I really like about you God is ..... Ask for a greater and deeper revelation and for the Holy Spirit to guide and give you wisdom and strength to overcome.

Yes, and also read your Bible and get really involved in church. May God bless you with amazing quantities of blessings.

Finally, be reassured that your salvation is written in the Book of Life under G for Gustafo in indelible ink that can't be blotted out. You will not lose your salvation by what you do or fail to do. Jesus's death and resurrection is all you need to get into Heaven; nothing else counts.

Best wishes,


Andy

Thank you so much! Those words are so encouraging❤️ God bless you!
 
I dont know if I hate my sins, I try to turn away but always fall short and leaves me feelings of regret and remorse. And I HATE feeling like that.

Do you serve anywhere?

I would encourage seeing where you can serve at your church. What ministries are available to serve on.
For example, going out and feeding the hungry, or serving in the youth ministry, etc, etc.

I find that when we focus on loving others and less on our own issues, we share the Love of Jesus with others
and in turn receive God's love.
 
First of all, welcome to the Forever Family of GOD! Second, you are not DOING anything wrong. You are, in Christ, as a newborn. ALL of us "Regenerated Ones" have to do more "unlearning" than "learning" when it comes to being New Creations IN CHRIST. Those "baby steps" can either make or break you as you grow to yield more to the Holy Spirit living in you and guiding you into all truth. Flesh, the old self. is going to put up a fight, every day, because our old nature tends to stray back to what we know as our "normal" character. Even Apostle Paul had these struggles. Meditate on what he wrote in Romans 7:18-25 and Romans 8:1. Before we were born again, there was no struggle only yielding to the "urgings" and lusts of our flesh. But, once we were cleansed and entered into covenant with Jesus Christ, the enemy seeks to use our physical weaknesses to make our spiritual witnessing "null and void." Those that you mentioned in your posting who have experienced the "supernatural" events of hearing our Lord's voice, seeing visions, experiencing immediate deliverances of addictions and/or leanings toward moral failings; the TRUTHFUL ones will admit to the "fires" that they themselves have had to suffer for such things to be "the norm" rather than the exception. My first decade of being a follower of Christ was HORRIFIC! But, I kept getting up and coming back....RUNNING...into the arms of our Father in Heaven. Why? Because before my conversion I had NO HOPE of ANY KIND that something good could happen in my life or that ANYONE would love me ( it would be difficult to share to you all that I was doing in the name of survival from abandonement/poverty without taking the focus off of the Lord and putting it on me). I've been in Christ over 40 years, now. And, the only thing that I can TRULY testify of is our Loving Father in Heaven's Faithfulness. He has given us ALL that we need to grow and live and be lights for His glory: His Mediating Son, His Holy Spirit inspired Word, His Holy Spirit indwelling within us...eternally. Don't let the enemy have you rely on your feelings when GOD's Word that has stood the test of time and is "tried and true and trustworthy" has brought many in our faith to their finish line...VICTORIOUSLY! Our faith is not based on feelings. Nor is it based on how MANY times we pray, beg, cry, or read GOD'S WORD. It is based on how much we BELIEVE in GOD'S LOVE and how we want Him to be glorified in ALL we DO and SAY to help others believe in it, too. Amen?
 
Good morning,
I am new here.
I’m going to start off with I am newly baptized, i am a believer of christ. I just feel like I’m doing something completely wrong. I hear these stories of people who come to Christ and are immediately delivered from sin addictions and temptation. Many people can hear the Holy Spirit talking to them, giving them signs messages, and visions. I have asked Jesus to come into my life, I have prayed for Jesus to deliverance from sins and addictions, I have prayed to be filled with the Holy Spirit. I read my Bible almost every day. I just feel so far away from god. I still have the desires to drink, to smoke, I still get angry. What am I doing wrong!? I have begged god to just take everything from me, i have gone to him in tears, with frustration. I am about to just give up! People keep telling me just give your life to god, but how am I not? I pray constantly, I talk to god a lot. I am just so lost.I am terrified of the things to come, I’m scared I’m not saved. I’m terrified that it’ll be saying “lord lord” and not entering the kingdom of heaven.
Hi kgustofso1,

Don't judge your relationship with God by other people. There are a lot of Christians who believe things that aren't even Biblical. So some of what you see and hear maynot even be what the Bible actually teaches. Sometimes God works miracles, sometimes not. There's an old Christian song that says, sometimes calms the storm, and sometimes He calms His child. God may not miraculously take away your sinful desires. That may be struggle you have to bear. The key is to keep on trying. Don't give up. Some Christisns have struggled for decades with old strongholds. Again, never give up. God sees your efforts and knows your heart. If you fall down, get back up and go on to fight another day. None of us are perfect and James, Jesus' brother, said we all offend in many ways. God knows we are dirt.

Christianity isn't a feeling, it's a commitment. You made a commitment to God, honor it to the best of your ability. Don't worry about the feelings, they are not a measure of your sincerity or a measure of your heart.
 
Hello Kgustafso1,

My name is Donald, Welcome to Talk Jesus Forums. It is always good to have fellowship with the other saints. Ensure that you allow those in your church to minister Gods Word to you. I also had problems when I first got saved from Gods judgements. I sought all kinds of deliverance ministries until my pastor said let the Holy Spirit do His work and don’t go running after a quick fix.

There are basically fours steps to being truly born again. They are as follows:

1) Repent. Repentance means to turn from your sinfulness and turn back to God. We have all fallen short of the Glory of God and this glory is better seen in the person of Jesus Christ. We have all transgressed the laws of God. We have all stolen, lied, hated our neighbour instead of loving them, blasphemed God by using His name with swear words, most of us have had sex outside of marriage; taken things into our bodies like drugs and alcohol etc, etc. All these and more are sins against God. In fact they are rebellion towards God.

2) We all deserve God’s judgements upon us, whether we want to believe that or not. We have all sinned against a holy God. However, God made provision for us that upon repentance we should look to the sinless one, Jesus Christ, His Son who took the judgement for all our sins upon Himself. A sinless man dies for all those who have sinned, Read Rom 5 in conjunction with Genesis 2 and 3. Because of this selfless act of Jesus Chrinst on the cross we can now approach God and ask for forgiveness for all our sins. God is rich in mercy and a loving Father and is willing to forgive anyone who asks for that forgiveness from their heart.

3) Once we have repented and believed on the Lord Jesus Christ and His finished work on the cross (John 19:30) and sought God’s mercy and received it we must be baptised (Romans 6:1-6). No sprinkling on the forehead but total immersion in water symbolising our death with Jesus Christ on the cross, our burial with Him and our resurrection with Him, He being the first fruits of that resurrection (1 Corinthians 15:20). By this we have said to the world, both physical and spiritual, that we have turned away from our sinful past and are now walking in accordance with Gods Laws.

4) Once baptised we are baptised in the Holy Spirit who is our comforter and the one who empowers us to lead a holy and pleasing life to God. This does not mean that we are completely sinless what it does mean is that we are forgiven our sins and Gods remembers them no more. We are declared innocent being justified by the Blood of Jesus Christ (Romans 5:1).

Now you may wonder how does this all work? I will explain hereunder:

1) CONSECRATION. Consecration means to be set apart. At rebirth we are set apart unto God. When a man proposes marriage to his bride and she accepts she is set apart to him. According to the Word of God she is his by covenant. The body of Christ corporately, is spiritually the bride of Christ. Therefore, all who are genuinely in Him have been set apart unto Him who has gone to the Father in heaven to prepare a place for us (John 14). He will come back and take us to Himself. In the meantime the Holy Spirit sanctifies us and prepares us for His return. Like a mother prepares the bride before the wedding so the Holy Spirit prepares us for our bridegroom. Our garments are white.

2) SANCTIFICATION. Sanctification is a life- long walk with God where He, by His Spirit and His Word cleanses us from our sins (Hebrews 4:12; 1 John 1:5-10). At rebirth we are made holy but in our walk with Him He continues to make us holy (Php 1:6 And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.). The sin still working in us is now seen as darkness in our minds and therefore our minds must be renewed (Romans 12:1-2). We must not be conformed to this world any longer but must be transformed by the renewing of our minds. Read 2 Corinthians 3, we become like a letter from Christ the result of those who have ministered Gods Word into our lives and we grow from glory to glory. Not like Moses who after coming down the mountain the glory of Gods was fading away. We go from glory to glory increasing in Christ likeness and thereby declare to the world the existence of God. We were once part of the world but now we are no longer of it. I want you to consider this. There is a man who goes away from his parents and squanders his life on drugs and sex and alcohol. He revels in his sin and does everything this world promotes. Then one day he realises that he has got to rock bottom and even the world that he so loved and adored hates him because he is now a nothing. He goes home to his father and says he is sorry for what he has done and seeks his father’s forgiveness. His father lovingly shows mercy and forgives and then takes his son and starts to get him off all these things he is addicted to. The parable of the prodigal son says the same thing (Luke 15:8-32). God does the same with us at rebirth.

3) GLORIFICATION. Glorification is when we eventually are in the image of Christ Jesus without any sin or defect. When He returns for us at the end of the age the Holy Spirit would have made the church holy, a chaste virgin, ready to receive her Bridegroom. We all form part of this spiritual bride. I want you to consider the sun in the sky. Can you look at the sun with your eyes and can you approach the sun in you body? What would the earth and the world be like if there was no sun in the sky? The creation declares the glory of God Psalm 19. Psa 19:1 To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork. Psa 19:2 Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge. Psa 19:3 There is no speech, nor are there words, whose voice is not heard. Psa 19:4 Their voice goes out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them he has set a tent for the sun, Psa 19:5 which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber, and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy. Psa 19:6 Its rising is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the end of them, and there is nothing hidden from its heat.

The sun is a metaphor for the Son. As Jesus is the light, as Genesis 1:1-5/John 1:1-5 and how Jesus Himself declares, the creation shows just what the Glory of Christ Jesus would be like in heaven. His radiance can not be looked upon with fleshly eyes nor can we approach Him in our flesh. We must be born again. Our good works and resultant pride will not get us into His glorious light. Anyone attempting that would be pushed out into the outer darkness because darkness cannot come into light, it is a physical and spiritual impossibility. Read Matthew 22:1-14 with emphasis on verses 11-14. The stars of heaven are a metaphor for angels but also for those saints who have died and have gone to be with the Lord Jesus Christ. Their light still shines in the world today as we still learn from them in the form of the videos, publications, sermons etc which they used as the Holy Spirit led them. Do you know that the moon is a metaphor for the church. It does not have its own light but gets its light from the sun. We too reflect the light of Christ into a dark world. The sun going down is symbolic of Jesus Christ going into the grave and the sun coming up is symbolic of the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the grave to the righthand of the Father in heaven.

It is good that you are with your pastor. You must be discipled and as you grow you will shake off all those things that are not of Christ.

I hope this has blessed you brother. There is much, much more than the little I have shared with you. We can now come before the throne to find grace and mercy in our time of need.
 
So, you previously stated that you where bapitised.
So, what does that mean?
Where you "Baptised " by man or the Holy Spirit?....it makes all the difference in the world!
 
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