Hello, Melissa. I'm Christine. I was a pagan for almost 25 years before I asked Christ to come back to my life. I had felt very negative towards my Catholic upbringing, so much so that I chose not to be confirmed in that faith. I'm now 50, and have returned to the Christian faith and feel like God has brought me home. I constantly recite Psalm 23; I spend time daily in the Word and pray throughout the day now. "I once was lost, but now am found; was blind, but now I see."
But enough about me.
It's such a wonderful thing that you're being called back to the Lord so young; I'm just thrilled for you. I see you are getting so many responses, and I saw the "it's a rabbit hole". That's just negative and sad. You will have your own path to walk out. All the guidance I've received seemed overwhelming... for about 5 seconds (), until I just made myself a little list and got some priorities going. One of my favorite first resources still is 89days.net. I got a reading program that took me through the new testament and proverbs, just to start. I'm on my second round reading through that. I also downloaded