I have previously posted but today I need prayer and guidance. Satan is the master of confusion and He is doing a job. I'm constantly praying about finances, job and marriage. Right now it seems like every but of it is going and I'm lost and soooo confused. I don't have any friends to talk to so christian friends are also null on that. I just don't know what to do. I'm sinking and I can't help but feel like I'm going to drown soon. I'm a christian with a baby christian husband but he isn't helping either. I feel like I'm carrying everything and I have let God take control but what am I supposed to do? Am I to just sit back and watch everything?
Some times we all find ourselves in places where it seems there is no hope at all for our situation. We usually turn to other people for comfort and wisdom on what to do, which is not a bad thing at all. The Lord wants us to totally rely on him in every trial, and tribulation. This is not an easy task to do, especially if you do not have a history with God. For me it is easy because I been saved for a long time, and I can look back, and see how the Lord strengthened me through every situation.
The Apostle Paul who wrote most of the New Testament was not immune from such trials in his life. There was a time in which he (Paul) thought his life had come to an end, because of such hard times that had come upon him. Then he said, "
All these things happened so he would not trust in himself but the living God who raises the dead." He endured through them because the Lord strengthened him. I have no doubt the Lord is strengthening you in this very hard time in which you see no end or hope. Humble yourself under the might hand of God casting all your cares upon him, because he cares for you.
2Co 1:8 Brothers and sisters,
we want you to know about the hard times we suffered in Asia Minor. We were having a lot of trouble. It was far more than we could stand. We even thought we were going to die.
2Co 1:9 In fact, in
our hearts we felt as if we were under the sentence of death.
But that happened so that we would not depend on ourselves but on God. He raises the dead to life.(NiRV)