I joined this site looking for a place to belong and get my faith uplifted in the things of God. I have enjoyed all the things that get to be shared on this site that help people to grow and take them to another level with their walk with God. I am one Christian who however is on the edge of giving up in my prayers. I pray to God daily but I seem not to get my prayers answered. I have done everything there is like fasting, praying, reading the Bible, declaring good things over my life but nothing happens. At times i get to ask myself if God really loves me and why such things happen to me with Him watching me from Heaven. I was never born or brought in this earth to suffer so what is all this? The Bible says, "I have come so that they may have life and have it in abundance." I read that a lot and get to listen to sermons on the subject but i dont see all that in my life. God also says, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." But why is it that i feel so lonely as though am not being looked after or looked at by my Father? Life does as it pleases to me and am tired of that. I see non-believers living happily and i get to ask myself if being a child of God is a sin. I seem to be on the suffering side and those who dont even pray or think of God just prosper and get what they want magically without having to sweat for anything. Why does life have to be so unfair like this? Why do i have to suffer when my Creator is there? I just have so many unanswered questions in my life. Is God really there? Does He really exist? Does He really love me and know that i at least exist on this planet?