It's me Oh Lord, standing in the need of

[VerseLady]

Dear Friends,

Need your prayers tonight. I am pretty sick tonight. I should have taken the prodding and gone to the doctor, or at least called, Fri.
I have to let it go till Mon., unless I have to call the ambulance again. I was taken by ambulance back two weeks ago Monday, ambulance ride # 17. It the paper work said, foot mass Sub therapeutic INR. Which I had similar in my left knee a couple of months ago. Tonight my right knee is beginning to swell, so if either two feet (yes I still have two) or my knee start throbbing or swelling any more I will call the Ambulance.

Now, not only are both feet swollen and infected, where at my doctor trip to the hospital the Thurs. AFTER that Mon. where he prescribed Antibiotics which I have taken faithfully but have not seemed to help.

Tonight, I threw up all over myself. No idea why, what does that have to do with anything, I don't know. All over my legs, power chair, floor, even though I was grabbing towels to catch it. I have taken a shower and feel a bit better. The towels are in the shower in a garbage can soaking. All I have to clean now is the footrest on my power chair. And I quite don’t know how.

I am trying desperately to be alone and independent. And have, with exception of 4-5 years, in the last 13 years. When all this started. I was in nursing home for a month then Assisted Living about four months (then I ran away from the Assisted Living) and had my son take me to my daughter Linda.

She was raising teen agars, which was a little crazy. I sure love em. Linda, never said, but she was wearing out. I could see it. So, even though I am welcome, I’m holding off and YES hiding a few things, so they don’t come here and grab me. My kids.

I am a Cumadin patient and also a Diabetic. And these signs are warnings, to some extent and the many heart conditions I have. So everything that happens could be serious.

And I, please Lord, I do not want to go back, you know where. Unless you need me, if there is another Jean, She was my joy (and the angels too) and reason for being there. How precious. You have been faithful Jesus, ALL these years. You have taken miraculous care of me. How wonderful to walk with you. And hide in the secret of you Presence. But rides were not fun. I fear them Lord. And I can’t quite erase the memories.

In his Holy Name
Barbara

 

[Gracealone]

Not being there ,but hearing what you are saying, I wonder why you are not on the phone for medical help.

I will lift you up to the only one who knows all about your condition, and that is Jesus.

I ask Father,in Jesus name, for your intervention in the need you see and know about here.
Bring relief I ask, in Jesus name, heal is our desire for this one now, I pray......

 

[VerseLady]

YES gracealone

I have gotten through the night fine. No throbing, no pain, feet look the same as last night. They ARE NOT MY feet. They are no longer beautiful feet.

It is 6:15 AM here in Chicago.

I will call the Handicap Van for Mon. morning for the Hospital. (You have to call the day before.) And set the time in stone. So I will set the time for pick up about 8:00 AM and return at 12:00Pm. That gives me three hours to see if I can fit in appointment with my General Doctor, and if not my Cardiologist. By calling them Mon morning. So if I can't see either one of them I will present myself to the Emergency room

The hospital has computerized all my records, so no problem seeing a strange doctor. The Mon. 2 weeks ago That day I was in contact with my doctors nurse. Told her the problem. She said (in the day) go to Emergency room. Called before I called the ambulance. Well somebody called for me. But my doctor was not on call. So THAT Doctor said go to Emergency, so I did. Then that doctor had a big discussion with that doctor over the cell. So I am not sure they knew, or really came to any conclusions.

Thank you for your prayer gracealone. But I am on it, prayerfully. You can be sure of that. I might say I am well experienced at this stuff. I have been there and done that. Many times. And no I don't play with my life. I take my life very seriously.

Love in Jesus
Barbara

 

[Gracealone]

I'm so sorry you are there struggling alone, it seems.

I know Jesus is there too, but you understand what I mean.
Is there no one close by to be with you?

Can you not call 911 and be taken to emergency?

I will be praying, and trusting God to intervene. :friends:

 

[Coconut]

It's me Oh Lord, standing in the need of...

The Lord is listening...

Blessings Barbara




Php 4:19 And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.It's me Oh Lord, standing in the need of

 

[TheWidowsOffering]

The Lord is listening...

Blessings Barbara




Php 4:19 And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.It's me Oh Lord, standing in the need of

Amen beloved...

God is listening. I agree here. He knows our pains and our conditions. He cares for us. Thanks for sharing with us.

May the Lord bring you into my remembrance always as i pray.

Amen

God bless you and your family Verse...


Rey

 

[Boanerges]

I have gotten through the night fine. No throbing, no pain, feet look the same as last night. They ARE NOT MY feet. They are no longer beautiful feet.

It is 6:15 AM here in Chicago.

I will call the Handicap Van for Mon. morning for the Hospital. (You have to call the day before.) And set the time in stone. So I will set the time for pick up about 8:00 AM and return at 12:00Pm. That gives me three hours to see if I can fit in appointment with my General Doctor, and if not my Cardiologist. By calling them Mon morning. So if I can't see either one of them I will present myself to the Emergency room

The hospital has computerized all my records, so no problem seeing a strange doctor. The Mon. 2 weeks ago That day I was in contact with my doctors nurse. Told her the problem. She said (in the day) go to Emergency room. Called before I called the ambulance. Well somebody called for me. But my doctor was not on call. So THAT Doctor said go to Emergency, so I did. Then that doctor had a big discussion with that doctor over the cell. So I am not sure they knew, or really came to any conclusions.

Thank you for your prayer gracealone. But I am on it, prayerfully. You can be sure of that. I might say I am well experienced at this stuff. I have been there and done that. Many times. And no I don't play with my life. I take my life very seriously.

Love in Jesus
Barbara

Go see a doctor immediately please.

 

[VerseLady]

Slept all day,

Nothing unusual, same. Have the Van picking me up at 8am. The Hospital is around the corner like 3 miles or so.

If anything tonight, I will call the ambulance. No pain, no throbing.

I have people around the building, come in and check on me. No I don't feel alone or helpless, or hopeless.

And everything is clean and disinfected, including my foot rest. So I am ready.

Thanks for you continued prayer
Barbara

 

[libra1972]

Jesus Take her Pain away

Hang in there it will all get better. I am somewhat young, I am diabetic, and I (choose) to live alone, so I understand the foot pains. I Thank Jesus I have yet to suffer badly. I will keep you in my prayers.

Lord, I pray that you take Ms. Barbara's pains away. Bless her Oh, Lord. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY .

 

[Gracealone]

Wish we could sing a song for you!

Might hurt your ears, but keep you company!
How about, "What a friend we have in Jesus! All our sins, and grief to bare.
What a privilege to carry, every thing to God in prayer.

Oh, what peace, we often forfeit, Oh, what needless pain we bare, we
should never be discouraged, take it to the Lord, in prayer.

 

[VerseLady]

Sing right back to Gracealone

So I am UP, and GETTING READY.

Here goes (listening?)

Take the name of Jesus with you Child of sorrow and of wow

He will joy and comfort give you

Take it ere where ere you go EVEN THE HOSPITAL LORD

Precious name oh how sweet air above joy of heaven and earth...........meet?

That is all I know, it is enough.

Love
Barbara

 

[VerseLady]

Look listen

Jesus is singing over us in this quiet restful place, near to the heart of God.

I know a place of quiet rest near to the heart of God

A place where sin cannot molest, near to the heart of God.

Oh Jesus blessed Redeemer, hold us who stand before thee, near to the heart of God.

HIS ANSWER IN SONG

The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.

Zephaniah 3:17

How wonderful, marvelous in our eyes EARS.

 

[Boanerges]

My sister you will continue to be in my prayers for healing and grace.

 

[VerseLady]

Their is a little delay I have to wait

for another Handicap Van to come, because the Lift BROKE. I didn't do it. It would not go UP. So I am back upstairs nice and warm, because it is cold and rainy outside. May be I will get there today, It is 8:15 AM.

See ye later
Barbara

BTW: It is getting to sound like a play by play this thread.

 

[VerseLady]

I'm back

More medicine. More doctors. A neurologist. Diagnoses today neuropathy.

I don’t know how much laying around with my feet elevated will bring back my beautiful feet. Better then the alternative, no feet. But I don’t need my, feet, I need my fingers.

So send I you, to labour unrewarded. SONG

Don’t know many words to that song.

But it brings to mind my favorite missionary story.
A missionary couple, were returning home from the mission field. Much fan fare at the ship’s port, off the side of the ship. red carpet, bands playing and very large crowds. Needless to say the husband was a little down cast, as there was NO ONE to meet THEM, as they docked, his wife turned to him and whispered “WE ARE NOT HOME YET”.

Oh, to do an image like that. You know Lord, I do have that image. I have been there and done that. Taken that image, that is. Not sure I have it in my hand. Exodus 4:2
But I know where to go to get it. And it is mine, I made it happen. Humm WOW.

To be used of God is my desire. HYMN

Don’t know the rest of the words to that song.

BTW: I take this very seriously. I know how this can take your toes, then your feet.

Coveting your continued prayers
Barbara

The King James Version YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO HERE!

Romans 10:15

OTHER PARAPHRASE BELOW

But how can people call for help if they don't know who to trust? And how can they know who to trust if they haven't heard of the One who can be trusted? And how can they hear if nobody tells them? And how is anyone going to tell them, unless someone is sent to do it? That's why Scripture exclaims,

A sight to take your breath away!
Grand processions of people
telling all the good things of God!

But not everybody is ready for this, ready to see and hear and act. Isaiah asked what we all ask at one time or another: "Does anyone care, God? Is anyone listening and believing a word of it?" The point is: Before you trust, you have to listen. But unless Christ's Word is preached, there's nothing to listen to.

The Message Romans 10:14-17

 

[libra1972]

Trust in The Father

I am praying with and for you.


He nurses them when they are sick , and soothes their pains and worries.Psalms 41:3 (TLV)




Father, I pray take care of Verse Lady's feet,comfort her in her time of despair. I pray she finds comfort in you. In Jesus' name I pray Amen.

 

[Gracealone]

May his arms surround you, and give you peace. :friends:

 

[VerseLady]

Well I called the ambulance Tues. morning about 11:AM. Ambulance ride #18. AFTER my crazy morning Mon. in the hospital. Doctor got it wrong, Mon. morning.

I couldn’t breath and I knew I was in heart failure. Spent about an hour in the ambulance and in the emergency room grasping for breath. They got it under control, and I was able to breath again, and I was comfortable. My heart was pumping water from my feet into my lungs.

Bypassed the ICU and the ventilator. The ventilator is the thing they shove down your throat, and breathes for you. Then they just admitted me to a room after working on me in the emergency room.

They gave me an echo graham on my heart Wed. morning and said my heart was NOT any worse for wear, then the echo from a couple of months ago. Praise God.
I came home yesterday afternoon. Little shaken but OK.

They put a pump on my feet. They wrap you ankles in a sling thing, similar to the thing they put around your arm when you have you blood pressure taken. It squeezes you and then releases, for a couple of min. And it keeps on doing that. My feet size has returned to normal size. They are not beautiful YET as I have a lot of bruising and unusual bumps and a few holes like on the top of my feet. But I think I will have my beautiful feet back soon.

I have lived with these heart conditions since my first heart attack 1996. Which account for most of my ambulance rides.

Coronary artery disease (heart attacks have caused weakening of the heart muscle)

Ischemic cardiomyopathy (blocked blood vessels)

Congestive heart failure (fluid build up in lungs & legs)

My internal defibrillator (Ambulance ride # 9, detects rhythm problems and shocks my heart back to normal rhythm). I can have the defibrillator disabled if I so choose.

This was not found till Ambulance ride # 9 also.
Severe Mitral Regurgitation (a valve leakage) This, they would normally give me another open heart surgery, but they won’t because my heart is too weak.

So I’ve lived a pretty serious life the last 13 years. And that is just my heart, the above.

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73:26 NIV

GEE, Till next time
Barbara