TheWidowsOffering
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dearest beloved brothers and sisters in Christ,
first of all i just want to thank the Lord for giving me an opportunity to be a part of this amazing site. I'm blessed to be with everyone here.
second, sorry also for posting my personal prayer below, i'm hesitant to do so, but i just wonder how the prayer progressed.. i also really need prayer and some sort of guidance and encouragement because the weight of this prayer is becoming greater as the year is ending...
Last month, i believe the Lord had already given me the instruction for a direction. i talked to my pastor already about this and gave me now his blessing... my heart is to be behind my pastor and supporting him in the ministry (Just as how Elisha had served Elijah)... but now the time has come that Elisha has to put off his eye to Elijah and would do the things God is telling him to do... So do i..
I have been serving the Lord in four years entering now to my fifth year as a church secretary, and enjoyed it through, but now all my enthusiasm and zeal are gone. So with my joy. I just can't understand why. Everyday, i felt dying and getting bored here and as if i no longer belong in this place. I wish to move soon as early as January next year... Though the person i talked to who would take my responsibilities did not made any commitment yet because his husband is hesitant to let her accept the job.. my pastor is hesitant also because she was his sister though he talked to her already also. But the whole Leadership has not spoken to her yet but i believe she wants to respond. i'm thinking and praying, i will never be replaced unless i move out and continue to stay.. If i do... perhaps the replacement comes.. I believe the Lord had already chosen one for this...
I'm leaving in peace i know... But how i pray this will no longer take a long time..
Thank you for praying for this and some necessary streamlining if there are.. God bless and may the Lord continue to make His name great in all of us and in this site. Amen
The Lord bless us all... The Lord bless TJ continually..
Sister in Christ,
Reymielin
dear Lord,
October 26, 2008
it's been almost three years i've been in the mission field, i'm learning though, but still am not that sufficient. i still find myself incapable, inadequate, unable to be one like your valiant man/woman.. Weaknesses continue to surround. and they r in my being. still o God a weakling.. but still i want to offer this life to you. u said that those who seek to serve you they desired a honorable thing.
the call is there.. the prayer is answered... but the needed commitment is being called to be deepened. I cannot respond that well... there are a lot of reservations...
i want to, Lord, but i'm being bound. U know my heart. U know i want to obey.. but please do clear the way.. let me know your ways..
you alone have my life.. and i promised u this. use this life for your glory, use this life for ur honor, for ur praise.
Continue let me experience the power of your resurrection. Lord i cry.
Lord, even the challenges i'm facing in my family. All these I'm being weighed down in my spirit. I'm distress. U always say "Do not fear, do not be dismayed for i am with you. Don't be discouraged for I am your God. I have chosen you and not rejected you. But still i'm drawn back. My strength is being sapped in every encounter i have with them.. But i have no choice o God but to face every challenge. I am your child. Glorify ur name in all these.
Give me strength i pray. Give me courage.. Give me boldness to enforce your will for they are my inheritance. Show me your ways.
Thank you and I bless you Lord.
your child,
Reymielin
first of all i just want to thank the Lord for giving me an opportunity to be a part of this amazing site. I'm blessed to be with everyone here.
second, sorry also for posting my personal prayer below, i'm hesitant to do so, but i just wonder how the prayer progressed.. i also really need prayer and some sort of guidance and encouragement because the weight of this prayer is becoming greater as the year is ending...
Last month, i believe the Lord had already given me the instruction for a direction. i talked to my pastor already about this and gave me now his blessing... my heart is to be behind my pastor and supporting him in the ministry (Just as how Elisha had served Elijah)... but now the time has come that Elisha has to put off his eye to Elijah and would do the things God is telling him to do... So do i..
I have been serving the Lord in four years entering now to my fifth year as a church secretary, and enjoyed it through, but now all my enthusiasm and zeal are gone. So with my joy. I just can't understand why. Everyday, i felt dying and getting bored here and as if i no longer belong in this place. I wish to move soon as early as January next year... Though the person i talked to who would take my responsibilities did not made any commitment yet because his husband is hesitant to let her accept the job.. my pastor is hesitant also because she was his sister though he talked to her already also. But the whole Leadership has not spoken to her yet but i believe she wants to respond. i'm thinking and praying, i will never be replaced unless i move out and continue to stay.. If i do... perhaps the replacement comes.. I believe the Lord had already chosen one for this...
I'm leaving in peace i know... But how i pray this will no longer take a long time..
Thank you for praying for this and some necessary streamlining if there are.. God bless and may the Lord continue to make His name great in all of us and in this site. Amen
The Lord bless us all... The Lord bless TJ continually..
Sister in Christ,
Reymielin
dear Lord,
October 26, 2008
it's been almost three years i've been in the mission field, i'm learning though, but still am not that sufficient. i still find myself incapable, inadequate, unable to be one like your valiant man/woman.. Weaknesses continue to surround. and they r in my being. still o God a weakling.. but still i want to offer this life to you. u said that those who seek to serve you they desired a honorable thing.
the call is there.. the prayer is answered... but the needed commitment is being called to be deepened. I cannot respond that well... there are a lot of reservations...
i want to, Lord, but i'm being bound. U know my heart. U know i want to obey.. but please do clear the way.. let me know your ways..
you alone have my life.. and i promised u this. use this life for your glory, use this life for ur honor, for ur praise.
Continue let me experience the power of your resurrection. Lord i cry.
Lord, even the challenges i'm facing in my family. All these I'm being weighed down in my spirit. I'm distress. U always say "Do not fear, do not be dismayed for i am with you. Don't be discouraged for I am your God. I have chosen you and not rejected you. But still i'm drawn back. My strength is being sapped in every encounter i have with them.. But i have no choice o God but to face every challenge. I am your child. Glorify ur name in all these.
Give me strength i pray. Give me courage.. Give me boldness to enforce your will for they are my inheritance. Show me your ways.
Thank you and I bless you Lord.
your child,
Reymielin
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