This year I recently have asked Jesus into my life to be my personal savior and have been saved! I have shared a little bit about myself on here and I am open to any questions about my life! I have nothing to hide and honestly I want all the pain and troubles I went threw to be keys to open up anyone's doors, needing to get out! I have recently started going to a life group, where we are studying the book " The Pursuit of God" by A.W Towzer. We talk a lot about the book but also we get off on many other topics just talking about our lord and all of His Glory and Amazing Grace! A few weeks ago one of the girls there just got back from YWAM or Youth with a mission! I'm hoping some may know what it is! Recently I have had a huge desire to go and be a part of this program! I have been praying a lot for the lord to help show me where I should go! The Lord has shown me Colorado, quite a few times! I've heard people bring it up, saw random commercials! I honestly think these are all signs from the Lord! I am just asking for prayers for the lord to bring me more conformation on what I'm suppose to do! Also asking if anyone knows much about this organization and what their thoughts are on going? My Abba Father knows what is best for me and what is best for me in this world with his people! I truly want to go so bad and I am very excited! I honestly just need prayers!!!! Thank you so much and God bless all of you!!