Dudet! Your argument fell apart, but hey. Idealistically we would like to think that non-christian friends are the way to go or that it is ok, but it really is not viable for the most part. There are non-christians who are exceptions, but they are few and far between. You said yourself that you dont like to talk about God because you you dont have a lot of faith in him. The reason is because you are still clinging onto a worldly way of thinking which is reinforced by the non-believers. That is a very big reason why you need to stick with christians. Like I said before, we are adaptive and we need to stick with like minded people, or else we are not going to be committed to our beliefs. Ill hope you can have more faith in God, it took me ages to start trusting him and then it hit me...I was being retarded! LOL. Look around you, God created everything. He has the power to alter anything if he chooses, he can do very much anything he pleases. I like to think of him as a computer programmer, and this is one if his progams (not that we are being controlled) and he has the ability to change anything hence, and we are oblivious to it. If that makes sense. I wish you all the best Kara and hope you can believe more in God, after all he is the only thing that you can trust! I mean that literally. I've seen the dark side to things and if there where no God, well, I dont even want to go there lol. Im starting to babble again, , so Ill end here. Laters *wavie*
Ivan