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Yet another weird dream

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So in the last 12 months I have been getting more curious about what really happened in childhood, but only a small amount of information has been provided.

And as of last week I had started to sense that yet another spirit from my ex was still able to harass me, but it was a very mild influence in a particular manner that most Christians would just call "the flesh". And I may have actually clearly saw it for what it is, and overcome it's influence in me, and told it to depart from my ex gf. Code name Voldemort.

Well rather than a sleep paralysis experience which was typical of that type of thing... I had a strange dream about Voldemort the very next night.

I crossed paths with her and she was resistant at first but let me go to her house. We talked for a bit, she explained to me that she left me because I had put some information regarding an idea/concept/entity on my website and that information was personal to her, dangerous, and scared her. I sort of laughed and in the dream gave her 3 examples I remembered from real life, of times I stumbled onto information the day before I needed it. One of the examples I gave her was when I found a webpage explaining the kunkilini spirit, where preachers put their hands on a person's head and they twist to the left and start writhing like a snake on the ground. The very next day I saw a preacher do it!

So in the dream she seemed to agree with me, and in the dream I marveled at this, if it's true some information I found scared her away, then that was a good thing.

Now there wasn't much in her house, it was more like we met in a narrow closet. There was no temptation of any kind in this dream.

So the dream changes slightly and I find my mom and her and I in my mom's kitchen. We drop the spiritual stuff and the 2 of them are having a conversation typical of healthy family gatherings, meaningless gossip lol.

At this point I'm getting more and more concerned about what will happen if my wife finds out that Voldemort and I had met. So I make motion to leave and Voldemort quietly apologizes to me for attempting to groom me as a child. Then says "I have since found other ways".

So I try to leave her my email address but at this point I find that as I'm writing it, the letters are changing on me. At this point I realize the dream is no legitimate and I wake up.. or at least I thought I did.

I then find myself in my parents living room and a spirit comes out of my parents bedroom and flies into me, hitting me in the chest. I can then "feel" it's influence in me in like manner to what I overcame in real life last week.

At this point I actually wake up at 530 am in the morning..

And I realize.. the small room Voldemort and I first met in her "house" was actually the hallway that is adjacent to my mom's kitchen.
Around the time I was 6 years old, my older half brother had a desk and shelves in that hallway where he did his homework... I have always suspected they knew each other quite well....
 
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Well rather than a sleep paralysis experience which was typical of that type of thing... I had a strange dream
Please explain this sleep paralysis.

Were you having them or just making a reference to it?

Do you believe you can receive the Holy Spirit by a sign at your salvation?

Do you believe you can receive another baptism with the Holy Ghost by that sign of tongues or with evidence of tongues?

In any event, when it comes to dreams, rely on the Lord Jesus Christ to give you wisdom through the Holy Spirit in you to interpret the meaning of the dream to you.
 
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About half of the time that I cast a demon out of my ex, behind her back, they would attack me later, out of 20 or so spiritual harassment episodes following prayers for half a dozen separate people, maybe 4 of them were sleep paralysis.

Had some harassment when I was specifically very nice to my brothers ex gf, (I knew she was depressed, well the harassment later proved to me her depression was a spiritual problem.)

Had some harassment when I started praying for my neighbor 4 years ago, had harassment when praying for a woman in Florida who was chasing a twin flame deception... Etc.

Now there were times I did everything right and there was no harassment.

This dream I had is substantially weird. I can easily imagine my own mind created it, but instead of satisfying my curiosity it just makes it stronger.

In case you haven't figured it out, I had a relationship with my ex back in 2012, I didn't remember our prior relationship back in 1992 until 2019. She introduced me to witchcraft and sex and etc.. as a 4 to 6 yr old . My mind then rebooted and created me who has no memory of anything prior to age 8. Except for a handful of normal childhood memories which were given to me so to speak.


I did not have any spiritual harassment at all ever from 1996 to 2012 when I met her again.
 
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About half of the time that I cast a demon out of my ex, behind her back, they would attack me later, out of 20 or so spiritual harassment episodes following prayers for half a dozen separate people, maybe 4 of them were sleep paralysis.
How exactly are you casting out a demon?

What are you saying exactly in those prayers?

This may help with spiritual discernment by His grace & by His help of what you may be overlooking yourself for why you are getting spiritual harassment afterwards.
 
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Sorry for late reply,

Once I have enough information to know where a spirit is residing, I just tell them to leave the person. Otherwise I would have to blindly just repeat a list of names or ask the spirit where it resides (they always lie). So I don't do that.

I only started doing this with regard to my ex in 2017 and over the next 2 years regained my sanity.


So anyhow there are still sinful influences from her from 1994 that I don't have a full understanding of and it will take time to purge my mind from.

So anyhow that was the first dream I've had in 6 months and it came the night after I overcame something.
 
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Sorry for late reply,

Once I have enough information to know where a spirit is residing, I just tell them to leave the person. Otherwise I would have to blindly just repeat a list of names or ask the spirit where it resides (they always lie). So I don't do that.

I only started doing this with regard to my ex in 2017 and over the next 2 years regained my sanity.


So anyhow there are still sinful influences from her from 1994 that I don't have a full understanding of and it will take time to purge my mind from.

So anyhow that was the first dream I've had in 6 months and it came the night after I overcame something.
When His disciples had asked Jesus why "they" could not cast out the demons, Jesus said this kind cannot come out except through prayer and fasting ( even though Jesus casted it out because He is God. )

Back to what He said, prayer with Jesus Christ at that throne of grace, as in making a request to Jesus Christ as God, and then fasting as denying yourself as having any part of that casting out since Jesus is going to do it.

John 14:13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.
14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.

Next time you deal with the supernatural, go by faith in Jesus Christ for Him to do it, and you may just spare yourself the spiritual harassment afterwards and the insanity from it too.

1 John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?

May the Lord bless you and keep you. May He shine His face upon you and give you His Peace.
 
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It's a weird problem for sure.

I'm reasonably certain if I were to see her again, I would not have an autonomous nervous system reaction to seeing her. which is interesting, like almost all the trauma has been deleted.
 
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It's a weird problem for sure.

I'm reasonably certain if I were to see her again, I would not have an autonomous nervous system reaction to seeing her. which is interesting, like almost all the trauma has been deleted.
Can you explain your reference to sleep paralysis?

What denomination or church do you attend regularly?
 
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so again, the sleep paralysis experiences i had were one-off events that happened the night after i overcame something in the spiritual realm and told whatever it was to stop harassing me and depart from my ex. this has happened less than half a dozen times in 3 years, most of the attacks were more mild harassment the following day.

with regard to my ex who taught me to sin as early as when i was 4 years old.. i was not entirely innocent and as a result just about every spirit i cast out of her.. did in fact harass me.

its been easier for me to find other people with similar problems than it has been for me to find anyone who can understand any of this stuff

anyhow if i do everything right then there is no harassment. in fact one time, a day after a former friend of mine and i cast 2 demons out of someone, i woke up the next day feeling like a million dollars.
 
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so again, the sleep paralysis experiences i had were one-off events that happened the night after i overcame something in the spiritual realm and told whatever it was to stop harassing me and depart from my ex. this has happened less than half a dozen times in 3 years, most of the attacks were more mild harassment the following day.

with regard to my ex who taught me to sin as early as when i was 4 years old.. i was not entirely innocent and as a result just about every spirit i cast out of her.. did in fact harass me.

its been easier for me to find other people with similar problems than it has been for me to find anyone who can understand any of this stuff

anyhow if i do everything right then there is no harassment. in fact one time, a day after a former friend of mine and i cast 2 demons out of someone, i woke up the next day feeling like a million dollars.
There was a moment in my life where my folks had taken me and my older brother to an Ernest Angeley's Healing Crusade twice to get healing for our hard of hearing caused by nerve damage wherein I was deaf in my left ear and had tinnitus in my right ear constantly.

His routine then was to announce the coming of the Holy Spirit on already saved believers where they lose self control and fall backwards at his touching their foreheads to get the miracle like healing or casting out of devils, etc.

Having gone twice wherein the last time, I felt vibration in my left deaf ear even though I lost no self control when he touched my forehead to push me back for the catchers to catch me and lay me on the floor, but I kept feeling this vibration in in left ear on the way home, but no actual healing came as much as I was praying for it to happen.

The next day Monday, after school, I was unusually tired and so I took a nap. When I had awakened, there was a strange loud humming or buzzing type sound and I found I could not move. I prayed to the Lord for help, and found I could flip my right wrist. Then I did the other. Then I lifted my right forearm off of the bed, and then the other. Then I lifted right arm, mayhap my shoulder blade too, and then when I lifted the other, the weight seemed to roll off of me and I could move.

It was in the later years when confronted by the holy laughter phenomenon at my aunt's church several states away that the warning from Jesus about false prophets became clear to me that Ernest Angeley was one as that spirit behind the holy laughter movement was the same per Mathew 7:13-27 KJV where the miracles by him were one that results in per a phenomenon when believers lose self control & falling and thus for not heeding His words that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is the only way to God the Father and not by way of the Holy Spirit which is to expose that spirit that visits as not the real indwelling Holy Spirit when He has been dwelling in believers since salvation at the call of the gospel when we had first believed.

The solution to avoid those spirits is to narrow the way back to the straight gate or else run the risk of being left behind, serving a phenomenon which only glorifies itself per its visitations with signs and lying wonders. Luke 13:24-30 KJV

So if you ever been in that environment where saved believers are invoking spirits to come, denying the Holy Spirit as in them since salvation or by hypocrisy, acknowledging Him as in them and yet receiving Him as if He is not, that may be the cause for your sleep paralysis.

Shun that mentality that you can receive the Holy Spirit again apart from salvation thus closing yourself off to being open to receiving any spirits by knowing Jesus Christ is in you is greater than those spirits in the world.

And if you got tongues that does not come with interpretation but assumed to be for private use by receiving the "Holy Spirit" apart from salvation or worse, looked for the receiving of the Holy Spirit by that sign of tongues as proof of salvation, then you need to go before that throne of grace and ask Jesus Christ to help you shun that tongue for private use and pray normally so you know what you had prayed for to give the Father thanks in Jesus's name for known answers to known prayers.

Matthew 12:39 But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas:
40 For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.

1 Corinthians 14:20 Brethren, be not children in understanding: howbeit in malice be ye children, but in understanding be men.
21 In the law it is written, With men of other tongues and other lips will I speak unto this people; and yet for all that will they not hear me, saith the Lord.
22 Wherefore tongues are for a sign, not to them that believe, but to them that believe not: but prophesying serveth not for them that believe not, but for them which believe.

Isaiah 8:19 And when they shall say unto you, Seek unto them that have familiar spirits, and unto wizards that peep, and that mutter: should not a people seek unto their God? for the living to the dead?

1 Timothy 4:1Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;
2 Speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron;

2 Corinthians 11:3 But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.
4 For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him.

2 Corinthians 13:5 Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?

1 John 4:1Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world....
4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

2 Timothy 4:18 And the Lord shall deliver me from every evil work, and will preserve me unto his heavenly kingdom: to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.

Jude 1:24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy,
25 To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.

I do not know if you have been in that environment or not where the church puts the focus on the Holy Spirit in worship or when a phenomenon visited that church or you when you were not seeking it for how you may have assumed that was the Holy Spirit when it was not, or you had picked up that mentality and hereby that false belief of continually receiving the Holy Spirit after salvation or just for that sign of tongues for private use, or for a healing like Ernest Angeley's Healing crusades, but that sleep paralysis is not of Him and God is allowing that to happen because of one of those lies or false belief that you may be harboring within yourself that you need His help to stop believing that lie so that strong delusion does not happen again.

2 Thessalonians 2:1 Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him,
2 That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand.
3 Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first,....

7 For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way....

9 Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,
10 And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.

Below is Paul's correction by the scripture about the tradition taught of us in reproving he lie above in verses 9-12 that we ad received the sanctification of the Spirit & the belief of the truth at the calling of the gospel & no other time.

13 But we are bound to give thanks alway to God for you, brethren beloved of the Lord, because God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and belief of the truth:
14 Whereunto he called you by our gospel, to the obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.
15 Therefore, brethren, stand fast, and hold the traditions which ye have been taught, whether by word, or our epistle.

Paul goes on to address the "damned" by how the Lord commands us to withdraw from them that refuse to repent, but not to treat them as the enemy, but admonish them as brothers still as they are still saved

2 Thessalonians 3:1 Finally, brethren, pray for us, that the word of the Lord may have free course, and be glorified, even as it is with you:
2 And that we may be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith.
3 But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.
4 And we have confidence in the Lord touching you, that ye both do and will do the things which we command you.
5 And the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God, and into the patient waiting for Christ.
6 Now we command you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye withdraw yourselves from every brother that walketh disorderly, and not after the tradition which he received of us.
7 For yourselves know how ye ought to follow us: for we behaved not ourselves disorderly among you;

14 And if any man obey not our word by this epistle, note that man, and have no company with him, that he may be ashamed.
15 Yet count him not as an enemy, but admonish him as a brother.

But they are at risk of being left behind as excommunicated and thereby disqualified to attend the Marriage Supper above as Titus 1:16; & 2 Timothy 2:11-13; & Luke 13:24-30; & 2 Timothy 2:18-21 KJV testifies. <---- click on link to see those references at Bible Gateway to see why and how those left behind are still saved, because that foundation is sure as that seal of adoption is also for why even former believers are called to depart from iniquity or else be cast & thus left behind for the coming great tribulation as this church was warned for committing spiritual fornication as they utter the depths of Satan for which they speak ( tongues for private use ) in verse 24 of Revelation 2:18-25 KJV

2 Thessalonians 3:1 Finally, brethren, pray for us, that the word of the Lord may have free course, and be glorified, even as it is with you:
2 And that we may be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith.
3 But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.
4 And we have confidence in the Lord touching you, that ye both do and will do the things which we command you.
5 And the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God, and into the patient waiting for Christ.
6 Now we command you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye withdraw yourselves from every brother that walketh disorderly, and not after the tradition which he received of us.
7 For yourselves know how ye ought to follow us: for we behaved not ourselves disorderly among you;

14 And if any man obey not our word by this epistle, note that man, and have no company with him, that he may be ashamed.
15 Yet count him not as an enemy, but admonish him as a brother.

I do not know if this be the cause of your sleep paralysis, but if it is, may He help you keep your eyes on the Son by praying normally and chase no more after "the Holy Spirit" when He is in you since salvation, because the Bridegroom will be coming soon for the abiding bride of Christ.

Hebrews 11:1Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
2 For by it the elders obtained a good report.

Galatians 3:14 That the blessing of Abraham might come on the Gentiles through Jesus Christ; that we might receive the promise of the Spirit through faith.....
25 But after that faith is come, we are no longer under a schoolmaster.
26 For ye are all the children of God by faith in Christ Jesus.
 
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so i was in an organization around age 6 that would have given me contact with a man by the name of jim jones and his son. (not real name) and i have no memory of it, left that organization and joined cub scouts, then boy scouts. in childhood my mom would occasionally talk about my prior spiritual abilities.. but today she doesn't have any memory of it, and i never did have any memory of it but it seemed familiar.

i've been debating talking to jim jones again.. he basically told me he always had a bad feeling about my parents and he seemed rather concerned that i have no memory of his son... jim is definitely a charismatic christian and my dad didn't like him. said he was weird.

but, i don't think Jim influenced me spiritually.
somehow as a child i knew my parents were spiritually naive.
 
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so i was in an organization around age 6 that would have given me contact with a man by the name of jim jones and his son. (not real name) and i have no memory of it, left that organization and joined cub scouts, then boy scouts. in childhood my mom would occasionally talk about my prior spiritual abilities.. but today she doesn't have any memory of it, and i never did have any memory of it but it seemed familiar.

i've been debating talking to jim jones again.. he basically told me he always had a bad feeling about my parents and he seemed rather concerned that i have no memory of his son... jim is definitely a charismatic christian and my dad didn't like him. said he was weird.

but, i don't think Jim influenced me spiritually.
somehow as a child i knew my parents were spiritually naive.
1 Corinthians 15:33 Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners.
34 Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame. KJV

NLT have it as bad company.

1 Corinthians 15:33 Don’t be fooled by those who say such things, for “bad company corrupts good character.” NLT

There was a person that had believed slain in the spirit was of God and he was posting about how a believer that used tongues for private use did not believe it was of God and tried to stop it, but lost self control & fell. The person that believed in slain in the spirit was gloating about the one that fell in his post.

Then there was another account how someone claimed he had a Lutheran friend and that he, himself, made him speak in tongues one day which startled his friend but he did not tell his Lutheran friend that it was him that had caused it to happen. Strange how he would credit it to the Holy Spirit but yet act as if he was the one that caused it to happen like Simon the sorcerer would be renown for infamously in Acts 8th chapter..

I hope your focus is on the Son in trusting Him as your Friend and Good Shepherd to help you abide in His words and to follow Him, because my concern for you is that you post as if you are the one with spiritual powers in doing those things.

I do not doubt your experiences, but I have not seen any post how you credit the Lord for these deliverances to give the Father thanks in Jesus's name and yet you testify to spiritual harassment for the fall out.

I can only ask you to go before that throne of grace and ask Jesus Christ for help if you are not abiding in Him as you ought to be & trust Him as your Good Shepherd to not only direct your steps, your thoughts, and your words, but have all of your hope on Jesus Christ for all things including things that are spiritual as only God can deal with it for why none of His disciples suffered any fall out, because God did it.

Proverbs 16:9 A man's heart deviseth his way: but the Lord directeth his steps.

Colossians 3:16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.
17 And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.

1 John 4:1Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.....
4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.
 
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