Hey guys! I need some advice on family preventing you from going to church. So, I am currently online schooling and I am behind on my work due to babysitting my 2 year old baby sister and having little motivation because of my mental health. My parents have now restricted me from doing anything including going to church. This has really upset me because they treat church like it is a reward for finishing work when in fact its part of a christian lifestyle, I have been feeling my depression and anxiety increase and I feel going would help me so much. I am not sure what to do because the ten commandments say honor thy mother and thy father so I hate being disrespectful but I am so tired and frustrated of not being able to go and worship my king, read the word, and talk to other christians. I have no idea what to do next and feel so unhappy and unmotivated and everyday not going makes it worse it's only one time a week and I feel like that shouldn't be such a big deal. I feel like going that one time and week would jumpstart my motivation and mental health but everytime I talk about it will my mom she starts to yell and gets upset. I've been contemplating asking my pastor for help because maybe she would change her mind, but i'm not sure. I feel like my journey isn't growing without going to youth, meeting new people, getting taught the lessons the pastor has, etc.. without fulfilling the duties on a christian which one of them is going to church. ANY ADVICE AND HELP IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!