I am not leaving Christ. I am leaving this site, until I feel strong enough to handle being judged by my brothers and sisters in Christ. Right now, I feel like maybe sticking to church and life groups, and learning these hard lessons from people that I personally know and, know they love me, will be what is best for now. A very kind, and caring person from this site today, tried to give me advise. Advise that upset the very core of me. I understand that being with a non-believer is not right. But with us having two children in the home, and loving each other like we do, I do not see how leaving him is going to build my faith at all. For it is in this relationship, and with our children, that has lead me back to Christ. Before I met him and became a mother, I was not on a very good path, in fact, I was agnostic. I just feel like I need to be careful right now, I feel that if I were to stay and take the judgment that Paul stands by, I might be at risk of falling off of the path. I know that I am supposed to be judged by fellow followers and that they will help hold me to the standard of God. I don't want anyone to think that I am angry at them. I am not. I understand. I am just trying to be careful. Does that make sense?