The way I have been shown is to walk forth, think nothing of my life, disappear within the woods and trust God. Taking nothing for my journey, not purse, nor script, nor a change of clothes. This is the way I have been shown to be in the world but not of this world. Amen I believe these things are true for He has engrafted it in my heart. I have so many spots and blemishes now, my Lord; why would He save a wrench like me? Because in His humiliation His judgment is taken away; and I am worthy to suffer for His name sake. Amen. Walk in the Spirit by Him, for Him; quit running away my daughter, I hear Him say. Every time I do, I bring greater destruction upon me. God forgive me such my short comings; In the name of Jesus and God's will be done. Amen Just because Jonah ran from God, did Jonah get to go (back) and not fulfill what God told him to do? Jonah got mad at God But that didn't work. God sent a gourd to grow and shade him, but he would not repent. So God sent a worm to eat away the vine. Does it do you well to be mad? God said. He is full of mercy and His longsuffering for us has been so long. Forgive me Lord, the greatest sinner of us ALL. Amen Don't ever drop His hand for even a moment, great destruction comes upon a child of disobedience. My God my heart weeps so. I am broken Lord. This life's entanglements has sure torn many holes; if I had just stayed in the woods, my Lord!!! If I would have stay focus on what I know is True. But Lord, my family needed me! No Lord, they needed you. Amen.