the girl and her shadow

[sandygloria]

i knew a person who is so dear to me. she talks well,dressed decently and lives healthy. she is there everytime sombody needs her advice.. in fact, she is everybodys welfare. she goes to church, listen to sermons, confess her sins and even encourage her friends to know Jesus more. But, her back stage life is a mess... she always run in circle trying to get away from the monster of her life. i know she dearly love Jesus for she never can't live without HIM. but, during this cheasing time, she always turn out to be the looser.she is tired and even question why God make her life this way... she lives in her own shadow, she lives alone with the ugly bellied monster.she is so tired that she never noticed a man standing at her back with a broken heart and a tears in his eyes. until one day, tired of her game, she retired to a certain place and saw a nails and a hammer, she thinks that her life is of no value in God that she decided to end her never growing christian life and gave way to the monster.until, she saw this man holding her hands and say.. "my child, I LOVE YOU, that i won't let you get hurt." and she saw HIS nail pierced hands... then she realize, while she was enjoying the company of her monster, she was crucifying her father again and again... the girl in her shadow was me...