I'm a 23 year old young lady who is just trying to do God's will. I've been with one guy for the past three years. He is a Christian just as I am. We've had many problems in our time together, but we always seemed to find our way back together. I love him so much, i've never felt such love for anyone else. I know he feels the same way. People who have observed our relationship have said that I can do better and he's not good for me. Recently, I moved from michigan to North carolina very unexpectedly. I was dealing with some depression and panic attacks so since my family moved here last year, i came here to be with them while i was dealing with this and decided to stay here. I pray and ask God to give me direction and certainty in the way i should go. Before i left, things were going really well between my boyfriend and I. But I'm here now, and I have opportunities here that I didn't have in michigan to start my Gospel music career. So I feel like God wants me to be here, but at the same time, while talking to my guy, i feel such a void not having him with me. Needless to say, if i stay where I'm at, it wont work for us. I'm stuck in trying to decide if I should move back to Michigan or if i should stay here. I just want to do what God wants me to do, and as much as i study and pray, I don't know what that is. I love my boyfriend and feel like if i don't go back to michigan, i'll always wonder what could have happend for us if i did. I just don't know what to do.