For the last four years, I knew it was coming but I still feel like I am being bomb barded by which college to go to. I am still not exactly sure what I want to do, or be in this life and as of college its up in the air. My father wants me to stay home and go to a local college, but I want to go out of state to a new place, as sort of a breath of fresh air. I am still not sure what to do, or how to explain it to my father. I don't know if I should disobey him and go with my heart, or stay and be a bit sad.