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Here I am one more night, wondering am I ever gonna get this right
Yes, Lord I cry out to you, I will do what you want me to do
Then it seems, at that very moment my life shatters and come unglued
I end up forgetting what I just prayed to you
I wonder to myself how will I ever get through
I know the truth, but find myself confused
Getting caught up in the things of the world
Laying in bed at night, telling myself I must choose
I shove God in the back of my mind, telling myself tomorrow I'll change
But the more I shove him away, the more my life turns upside down
I find myself on my knees, saying lord help me turn this life around
I want you Lord, I really do, but why do I turn from you?
I run from you, instead of running to you
I think It will be okay, but what if i dont have another day?
Lord I dont understand what I am doing
For you lord i should be pursuing
I know I've failed you many times, for I have failed myself
I just at the point of confusion, for I do not do what I want to do
I understand If I choose the world, what Id be loosing
For some reason though I just keep on going
With the pain I feel inside
Knowing I have pushed you aside
Lord, I just cant go on like this, you see the night crys
You see my heart screaming inside, even thought I act like im alright
I just want to live for you, but then I end up the same way
Why cant I surrender my all? and give it my life away?
I understand the calling I have, but the pain is just deep
All I do is find myself wanting to do is weep
So Lord here I am one more time
asking you to light the fire, make my heart want to shout you
and not doubt you
I have grown up in church, and I know you died for me
I just wish I could make my friends see
I know popularity is not worth it, so Lord I ask to give me clean hands
and a pure heart
Lord I know you will finish what you start!
Make me have the desire I once had
Lord..I need you bad!
Yes, Lord I cry out to you, I will do what you want me to do
Then it seems, at that very moment my life shatters and come unglued
I end up forgetting what I just prayed to you
I wonder to myself how will I ever get through
I know the truth, but find myself confused
Getting caught up in the things of the world
Laying in bed at night, telling myself I must choose
I shove God in the back of my mind, telling myself tomorrow I'll change
But the more I shove him away, the more my life turns upside down
I find myself on my knees, saying lord help me turn this life around
I want you Lord, I really do, but why do I turn from you?
I run from you, instead of running to you
I think It will be okay, but what if i dont have another day?
Lord I dont understand what I am doing
For you lord i should be pursuing
I know I've failed you many times, for I have failed myself
I just at the point of confusion, for I do not do what I want to do
I understand If I choose the world, what Id be loosing
For some reason though I just keep on going
With the pain I feel inside
Knowing I have pushed you aside
Lord, I just cant go on like this, you see the night crys
You see my heart screaming inside, even thought I act like im alright
I just want to live for you, but then I end up the same way
Why cant I surrender my all? and give it my life away?
I understand the calling I have, but the pain is just deep
All I do is find myself wanting to do is weep
So Lord here I am one more time
asking you to light the fire, make my heart want to shout you
and not doubt you
I have grown up in church, and I know you died for me
I just wish I could make my friends see
I know popularity is not worth it, so Lord I ask to give me clean hands
and a pure heart
Lord I know you will finish what you start!
Make me have the desire I once had
Lord..I need you bad!
