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So many questions...

Hello, i'm 23 years old and have always been pretty happy. I was raised in the church and I love The Lord. Now i'm at a crazy transition point in my life and i don't know what to make of it. My mother and sister moved from michigan to nc last summer. I was still in school and didn't want to relocate so far away just yet. I ended up moving to NC last month because i was dealing with some problems back in michigan. However, i did not want to leave michigan. I was planning on moving back to my home town in michigan to finish school and to be with my boyfriend (it's been a rocky relationship, but not all bad). But i started having panic attacks and they scared me, so i came to NC to seek comfort from my mother. But as soon as I got here, i started having overwhelming thoughts of death and thoughts that I was going to die soon. The panick attacks got worse and more frequent. I lost weight cause i couldnt eat and i felt sick all the time. I was diagnosed for being depressed. I started reading this book Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer and it's helped me a lot, and i've been seeing a therapist. i don't feel AS overwhelmed anymore, and my health is good. But I still keep having these thoughts of dying and death. While at the same time, i'm trying to decide if i'm going to stay here in NC or go back to michigan. I feel like God's trying to tell me to stay here, but at the same time, I miss what used to be home for me SO much. I miss my boyfriend, my church family and my friends. I miss the life that i used to have. But i can't ignore this tuggin in my spirit telling me to stay here. I wonder if i'm REALLY hearing from God, or if i'm just making things harder for myself by thinking that he wants me to stay here. AND i'm having a hard time shaking these thoughts of death. My thoughts scare me, and I don't know what it's all about. Am i dealing with spiritual warfare? I wish i was clear on what's going on in my mind and spirit...I just need some kind of clarity. Any input would be helpful. Thank you!

ps. sorry it's so long.
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Jesus is Lord!

Hi, melodig!

I love Joyce Meyers, she is a blessing.

I love the following verse because it is the truth.

"Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, but a good word makes it glad" (Proverbs 13:4, NKJ).

Jesus is Lord! GOD'S WORD MAKES OUR HEARTS GLAD! Read His Word!

I prayed for you.

You Sister in Christ,
Dr. Bon Vie
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Praise Jesus and pray to GOD is always my answer :D What else can be higher than communicating with our Father in Heaven?

I will pray for you as well. Don't be depressed! YOU have salvation by the blood of the lamb, be joyful no matter where you go! :)
Melodig . The best part about talkjesus are the wonderfull women here who pray and support each other . Two of them have replied to you in this thread alone .

Please take full advantage of Gods blessing's at talkjesus and send a private message to one or more of the beautifull Sisters God has blessed us all with . You do not have to be alone anymore ! I promise you that these Godly women will not judge you but be a friend and pray for you . But most of all , they are great listeners who understand all the struggles you are going through .

You are not here by chance , but rather , your heavenly Father knows everything you need and thats why you are here . Ladies , please contact our new sister and love on her and let her never feel alone again .
:love: :boy_hug: Mike
It is truly a blessing to be here and to be apart of this community. I thank you ALL for you prayers and your words of love. I can feel the burdens being lifted already. Thank you and God Bless you!
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Jesus is Lord!

Hi, melodig!

How is the your new song coming along?

Your Sister in Christ,
Dr. Bon Vie/"Sylvia"
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the good thing about questions is that they have answers, and the good thing about God is that he has them all. :D
knock and the door will be opened unto you. seek and ye shall find.
Pray and trust god, open yourself to him and he'll make you grow.:D
god bless!!