Dear Brother
@robaston
Whether your intent or not. Your words have been humbling and beyond kindness.
I do not consider myself anything of what you have mentioned. Gifted, a teacher, or a leader. Others may see me as such, but I do not.
If I have taught or led others in life. It has always been my desire to see others increase beyond me. As a father who sees a child attain heights they themselves did not. Their gain becomes my gain and one I turn over for the Glory of God. For it would be received by me as a special joy and one I would hold close to my heart in sincere love of them. I would know then, that God has thereby blessed me by making me a vessel for another's increase. Now that would truly be something to be joyful about!!!!
My desire has been to be a servant of the Lord and to my Brothers and Sisters in Christ Jesus. A help in a dark world and a reminder I pray that the Love of Christ Jesus is beyond all the world may ever do or say to them. That is one of the reasons. I thank Brother Chad and the other Moderators for blessing me with an opportunity to be of service here at Talk Jesus.
Know brother that I will never state that I am other then what I am. Especially as a Child of the Most High who is still learning to walk in His ways.
To state otherwise would be not only a lie to others, or to myself, but to God. This I pray ether knowingly or unknowingly will never happen. He who knows me better then I will ever know myself will one day shed light on everything that I would think to keep in the dark. So why attempt to delude myself that it would somehow be better to wait till then? Rather, let the light of His mercy and grace, be shed upon it now that if recompense is needed for a slight or deed done. Then such may I do.
The words I type some would say may have some insight, or feeling for what it means to be a representative of the Lord. Yet, even in them I take no credit. If the Holy Spirit has allowed me to touch others, then I feel myself once again blessed that He would use me so. For whatever I do, or say, if at all possible, I pray to do with love and as I said before. To His Glory!
For some reason I sense that you feel there is something I hide or do not confess to being which I should be sharing. I do not know what that might be. If God has shared it with you I would ask you share it with me. For in truth, I am puzzled as to what that might be. It would be news to me and welcomed! For the more we learn about ourselves, the more we can then turn over to His care. Similar to praying for sins known and unknown spoken of previously.
My experiences in life as I tell others. Are testimonies that can always be used to further the Kingdom of God. They are truths that have been lived and though not always believed by others, are truths one knows as being unchangeable history of ones life. For they have been for better or worse parts of the greater tapestry that makes up our lives to this point in our walk and one that God has used to weave an even greater story that is all life.
Once again I thank God for your communications and the sharing of your thoughts.
YBIC
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