Recovering

[Faithful Son]

I would appreciate everyone's prayers.

I left my medication again (recovering 5 years from Schizophrenia) in November 2009. I'm back on meds since December 2010. I lost my fiancé, almost lost my job, lost my old home (second break in and I had to move into town). God is with me and He carries me each day, but I need your prayers any comments or support of motivation would be appreciated. I have a great flat, great family, but I hurt my fiancé bad and she left me. I hurt her family as well and they hate me and they say they will never forgive me. I physically assaulted my fiancé and I have confessed it more than any should and repented from it. I'm far from perfect, but would appreciate any and all prayers guys.

I love you all so much and thank you for being here.

 

[Snowrose]

Hello Faithful Son,

I am sorry to hear that you are going through some difficulties. I wish I had words of encouragement to help you. As I can see you have confessed your sin and have repented from it. We’ve all made a lot of mistakes and it is wonderful to know that we have a Heavenly Father who forgives us... But like a good Father, He wants us to grow into maturity. Now here is another decision that needs to be made and that is taking the path of growing and learning... a dying to self so to speak. Spend a lot of time in the Word (renewing of the mind), breaking down strongholds, getting rid of ungodly beliefs...

Here is poem I found which “shows the progress from our experiences leading to a belief and ultimately to our destiny. Our belief system is very important!” (Restoring your Life: The Belief-Expectation Cycle)


Belief System

If you accept a belief,
You reap a thought.
If you sow a thought,
You reap an attitude.
If you sow an attitude,
You reap an action.
If you sow an action,
You reap a habit.
If you sow a habit,
You reap a character.
If you sow a character,
You reap a destiny.


My prayer for you my dear friend is that out of His glorious riches He will strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your heart through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge..... And to reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ. (Ephesians 3: 16 – 19; Ephesians 4: 13)


Blessings,
Snowrose

 

[sweetlygrowing]

praying for you at this time

 

[rlowe]

Praying for a renewing of God's peace & hope for you.

Praying for forgiveness in & eyeopenings for your fiance's family -- for God said to forgive 70x7 (490 times with no limitations or stipulations).

Praying if this is the woman God has for you, that you will be united in holy matrimony & in God.

Praying if this is NOT the woman God has for you, that you will be lead to the helpmate God has for you & united in holy matrimony & in God with her.