Lord
I still miss them
I still think about them
I still wonder were i would be now had i not followed your footsteps
I envy them sometimes
When lonelyness knocks on my door
I envy them when i think about the love that was there
I get scared sometimes without them
They were my barrier for so long
Sometimes i hear my name ,my heart stops
Untill i realise its not them calling
Is it wrong for me to miss them?
Is it wrong for me to envy them?
Is it wrong for me to feel scared without them ?
Did i not replace them with you my Lord ?
Did i not choose your protection over theres ?
Should they not envy me for i have found everlasting life ?
Should i not be allowed to feel peace ?
Is it wrong to love them?
I still miss them
I still think about them
I still wonder were i would be now had i not followed your footsteps
I envy them sometimes
When lonelyness knocks on my door
I envy them when i think about the love that was there
I get scared sometimes without them
They were my barrier for so long
Sometimes i hear my name ,my heart stops
Untill i realise its not them calling
Is it wrong for me to miss them?
Is it wrong for me to envy them?
Is it wrong for me to feel scared without them ?
Did i not replace them with you my Lord ?
Did i not choose your protection over theres ?
Should they not envy me for i have found everlasting life ?
Should i not be allowed to feel peace ?
Is it wrong to love them?