Hi ya'll.
I feel so bad to come here and ask for prayer for myself when so many other people are suffering more than I am.
I have been through such a long journey to get where I am at today, but by the grace and mercy of the Lord, I am here. I have been doing great, feeeling good about my life and where I stand in the Lord, and all of a sudden, the last few days I have been a mess.
I don't know what has happened. I guess I do but I just don't know the "why".
I can not believe that the Lord would take me from one place in my life that was bad and line me up to be in a place that will also turn out to be bad for me. The last few days I guess has made me feel like I have been wrong in what I thought was from God. I know I am not wrong but feel like it and don't know how to get away from that. I have been praying and praying for guidance and for help from the Lord. I don't want to feel this way. I want to feel secure again in what I thought was from the Lord.
I guess times are tough for everyone and I am no exception am I?
I know God is in control and I trust that He knows what He is doing. I need you all to pray for me to NOT get misguided back into my old ways of thinking I guess. I don't know what I need.
Anyway- this is all I can say to explain myself. I need to have greater faith and hope. I do not want to waver only get stronger in my faith.
Thanks for reading this.
Love to you all,
Wendy
I feel so bad to come here and ask for prayer for myself when so many other people are suffering more than I am.
I have been through such a long journey to get where I am at today, but by the grace and mercy of the Lord, I am here. I have been doing great, feeeling good about my life and where I stand in the Lord, and all of a sudden, the last few days I have been a mess.
I don't know what has happened. I guess I do but I just don't know the "why".
I can not believe that the Lord would take me from one place in my life that was bad and line me up to be in a place that will also turn out to be bad for me. The last few days I guess has made me feel like I have been wrong in what I thought was from God. I know I am not wrong but feel like it and don't know how to get away from that. I have been praying and praying for guidance and for help from the Lord. I don't want to feel this way. I want to feel secure again in what I thought was from the Lord.
I guess times are tough for everyone and I am no exception am I?
I know God is in control and I trust that He knows what He is doing. I need you all to pray for me to NOT get misguided back into my old ways of thinking I guess. I don't know what I need.
Anyway- this is all I can say to explain myself. I need to have greater faith and hope. I do not want to waver only get stronger in my faith.
Thanks for reading this.
Love to you all,
Wendy