I haven't been a good believer, Im weak when it comes to Lust I always fail. I feel like there a spirit controlling my thinking and people around me. yesterday I seen a old school bully and it brought back fear in my heart, I went to sleep last night with a bad dream. Now Im thinking about turnining away from god but always comes back. every time something bad happen I turn away from god. How do I be strong person in the faith?