I joined talkjesus.com recently. I am full of resentment and bitterness because of the hurt I was experienced. I am hit regularly by one person, man who let me know I have no value because I am already old and ugly and married with small children and I never gave a sex to him. He just used me for years -to grow up his business. I work for him. He seems to be filled with evil-enjoying sugarbabies, prostitutes as he is rich and his strategy is to find young poor girl and give to her a work in his company with travels around the world for sex. Every couple years he is changing girls for younger model. I must watch how new girls are enjoing fruits and money of my hard work in his company. As he said he can do what he likes in his life! Unfortunately I cannot find a new job. I feel frustrated and crushed during the last 4 years. Even my colleagues are against me because of what he is saying about me - I cannot visit his head office or meet him! He does not like to be seen next to me as I am so awful, ugly etc... He has no mercy with me. Once I say -write something he is lauging and saying go away from my company-but you have nowhere to go! No one will give you a job! Unfortunatley he is right. With small children I am refused everywhere. I cry very often. Please pray for me, pray that he might see clearly himself as he really is and realize his need to repent and find forgiveness of sins. And have his heart changed by coming to faith in Jesus -he is proud protestant who bought the organ for one church, who donate to different charity etc. Thank you.