Hello, I’m only 21 years old and I believe i I’ve done something terrible. I’ve always believed in god, but recently I have found myself doing other practices other than praying such as meditation. I got pretty deep into it, and I feel this tingling sensation in between my eyebrows. I started to manifest as well, I wanted to become a musician and I seen myself on stage, and be told “You will be one of the greatest artists of all time”. I always believed my purpose was to spread awareness and help people and that’s what I was going to do with my music. I also always wanted this one girl and this voice in my head would tell me “she loves you forever”, “she’s thinking about you”, and other stuff. Also, about other girls and how much they like me and this and that. That’s LUST. It didn’t even sound right to me. I’ve seen myself on stage, and all this other stuff as well. I was told I would never sell my soul, but I’m afraid for my life. I feel as if this is witchcraft. I was on the verge of killing myself, because I dont know if what I’m doing will get me sent to hell and I feel like a disgrace. My third eye has also kept me away from harsh decisions and bad people. I had a vision that god threw me away, I wasn’t good enough to be accepted to heaven. Ive been repenting non stop, screaming out to god i am so sorry please save me. I’ve been weeping and crying in bed asking to be saved. Please help me!!! I’m so lost and we are in times where it’s so easily to be deceived. I’m afraid to even tell my mom she may think I’m the devil. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!