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Hi everyone. My name is Elizabeth and I'm new to this site. I'm fourteen years old and I have been a Christian all my life. I go to church every Sunday, try to remember to pray, and read the bible. I go through all the motions, but something is missing. I've been depressed since I was twelve, and last year I got officially diagnosed. I try to pray and ask for hope, peace, and strength, but my words always seem meaningless and fake. I lost all hope in life and every day is a struggle for me. I know some of you are probably thinking that I sound silly because you may think I'm too young to be this sad, but I am. I want to get better. I want to have hope again and I want to be okay. It's just so hard. Every day I wake up and put on a fake smile. I feel like God has abandoned me. If he truly loves me like His word says, why on earth would he curse me with this illness?
All I ask of you is that you keep me in your prayers. I'm having such a struggle fighting this depression. I don't think I can handle this much longer. Thank you for your time.
All I ask of you is that you keep me in your prayers. I'm having such a struggle fighting this depression. I don't think I can handle this much longer. Thank you for your time.