I was in the bed at home having labor pains. It was night time. I had been having labor pains early that day but was run around taking care if errands. The lady who usually helped give birth before and was not there. She was a strong spiritual women who was older. Someone else was with that I knew and was supporting me but I did wonder why the other woman was not there. The labor pains were getting stronger and all of a sudden I realized that I was not going to get any pain medicine because I was not at the hospital. I thought maybe we should go? I was panicked inside. I wondered if I was going to have a bad labor all night long, and I didn’t think I could make it. The labor pains were getting stronger. I prayed. “Lord please let this baby come quickly.” The prayer was almost for my survival. I felt pressure. I thought maybe that is the baby. Pressure was getting stronger. Just as I was turning to the woman with me to tell her that I had pressure and she needed to check me I felt water gush out everywhere. Then I knew- my water had broke. Relief and despair came as I realized that it was not the baby. Then I woke up.