My special friend, Felicia passed away! October 26, 2012

[diana31483]

I am just so upset because I don't know how to forgive this person that killed my special friend with pills she had 10 different kinds in her system! I miss her and love her! I know she didn't kill herself on purpose!! I just don't understand why would someone do this to her and still walking around like nothing happened just because she was over 18 years old the cops can't do anything about it! I cry all the time because I love and miss her so much! On top of that she also killed another person about the same time Felicia passed away! They made the deaths 11 days apart they put the other guy in a coma for 11 days and he passed away November 3rd! Any advice would help! She also tried to kill another friend she told me yesterday and didn't know she did that one too! My best friend, Shawn ended up in the hospital because of these pills she gives out! Also her husband was in the hospital too!

 

[revbrad]

wow...that is tough
I have had some instances where it was hard to forgive and the only way possible was through Christ.

It was not within me to do it but because of the love of Christ in me I was able.

We must remember that these things are the result of the sin that dwells within those without Christ.
If not for Christ any of us are capable of horrible sin.

Christ gave himself for this person ....within them is a soul that he sees as precious and gave himself for. If we are His we must look at them as He does; so valuable that he gave himself

 

[diana31483]

my ex bf Sean told me last night to hate her just say you dislike her for what she did to your special friend, Felicia! I can never forgive her for that! I see her everyday walking around and making jokes its cool to kill people; I don't find that funny at all! I got her banned from two places my job and the supermarket near my house! I told her I am not your friend and I can't pertend everything is okay because in reality it isn't! As a matter of fact, it hurts everyday I wake up wishing Felicia was here!

 

[revbrad]

I know it hurts.

You are right, it is not funny. It is evil
Sometimes all we can do is turn them over to Christ, put them in the hands of a just God.
To hate the act and consequences of sin is not wrong.
But, you must be careful because hate can eat you up and destroy you.
You don't have to pretend everything is okay...it's not, you've lost someone and you're hurting.
Take your pain to Christ, let Him comfort you.

You should also warn your friends (and others) about how dangerous it is to be taking this stuff (from this person or anyone)

I pray God comforts your heart, soothes your mind and gives you peace, and I pray that God deals with this person who has done this thing.

 

[Brad Huber]

What has the police told you about it when you notified them of these pills that kill?

 

[diana31483]

Brad; the police wont do anything cuz Felicia was over 18 but I think thats messed up i know Felicia didnt plan to do this to herself I really believe theresa made her take them!

 

[diana31483]

Revbrad; I do warn everyone about her and they continue to be her friend and get these pills from her it seems to me they dont care about what happened to Felicia! I think thats really messed up! I do give it to God and I just dont understand why they would do this for!

 

[Brad Huber]

See if you can get a sample of these pills off someone and get it tested, but I will pray for you and this situation.

 

[diana31483]

the cops already investigated the whole situation but they wont lock her up because Felicia is over 18 when she passed away! So I guess its legal to kill someone with Theresa medicine!

 

[diana31483]

the same day I posted this a friend of mine under 18 did it to her too but she went to rehab and she is okay!

 

[diana31483]

To Brad H. A few days ago a couple of my friends went to jail for a stolen car and one of them have the prescribed pills beening given to him without it being his! So I hope he snitches his way out to get Theresa get locked up! :secret:

 

[Brad Huber]

Still praying Diana!

 

[diana31483]

ty Brad i was crying a lot last night just missing her and all of us talk about the good times with her!!!

 

[diana31483]

its been 4 months already but still so hard! I know Felicia was saved but it still hurts! I miss her and love her! I got bracelets to help me get through this a lil easier! My boyfriend, Sean got me to realize that she is in a better place!