I feel like I have lost complete control of my life. I have had depression for years and it has affected my children, my husband and my work and day to day life. So much so that my husband says he has no love for me anymore but won't leave for the kids sake. He ignores me, sleeps on the couch and seems irritated whenever I speak to him. Our conversations are mostly one liners through text messaging. My 9 year old son is ADHD and has Oppositional Defiant Disorder and most days I don't know how to handle him. He gets angry and yells at me and breaks things. His school work and conduct is horrible. It seems like no matter what I do I can't do it right. Everything seems to need immediate attention and I just don't have the energy to deal with it. Any words of advice would be appreciated and more importantly prayers. I know ultimately I am not in control, God is....but I just don't know what to do.