I have a mental illness. I recently underwent experiences where it felt like the devil or demons were trying to get me to give up my will. Ive also experienced the bible playing out in me but in a negative way. I even had thought Jesus not good when i am in these ill periods. Its like my consciouneess drops to see everything negative. My faith has been rocky since these experiences but im hoping and trusting Jesus will even bring me through this. Im not tturning from him even though i feel fear at the thoughts that come about him. I dont know if they are my thoughts anyway. Anyone experienced similar or can give support or encouragement pls?