My fellow brothers and sisters please keep me in your prayers. I can honestly say I've lost myself. I am a young guy and suffer from pain in my body and depression from it. I still put on a smile for my loved ones and go to work everyday. Nobody understands how miserable I am. I've even been questioning my faith lately because of how low I feel on the daily. I'm sorry to bother anybody on the site but please pray that I find guidance and receive healing. I don't know how much longer I can live like this before I break down. It's weighing on me so heavily. I also have been seeking my purpose in life. I want God to use me somehow for his glory.