My husband has alot of trouble Communicating he has a personality disorder that causes him to be overly emotional or angry at Times. Hes struggled with lust and porn which ofcourse hurts me but he doesnt seem to be genuinely sorry or admitant of his problem. Hes said everytime we argue he is tempted to cheat on me. Im having a hard time dealing with that. He was a strong christian but seems to have lost his faith and treats me like a wordly man would. We started going to counseling after I found out about the lust/porn issue and he still doesnt understand the hurt hes caused me. He actually plays with my insecurities by telling me stories of girls more attractive than me that hit on him at work. When asked why in counseling he said he wanted to get a good reaction out me. He made me cry. To him it seems everythings my fault- I still havent received a sincere apology for anything. Although our communicating has improved A bit when it comes to arguments, he is still insensitive and after he hurts me somehow I always get tricked into apologizing for doing something that made him hurt me. Im just confused and tired of being emotionally hurt. Im scared of his infidelity and im lonely and tired of pretending were getting better. Im praying and crying to God on almost a daily basis. I dont know what to do.