I am feeling so lost right now and really need God's guidance. My husband and I have been together since I was 14. Now we've been married for 8 years. In the beginning neither of us were saved. I was first. After I lived through my husbands addiction to addiction. If it wasnt alcohol it was drugs, then prescription drugs. He left me, came back, on and on....then he was saved. But even now he is on prescription meds HE ABUSES THEM!! and lies to me. He has asked me not to talk to my church family, which I think is sooo wrong. He says I make a bigger deal than it is. I feel the depression setting in. I feel like God is abondoning me. Why aren't my prayers being answered? I believe in submission, in God's soviergnty, but it is so hard to pretend to be something our family isnt. Any advice or scripture would be welcome.