Well I am new to this group, I am always new but seldom stick around, but I will give it a try this time. I long for fellowship, but that is not happening these days. Life is hard right now, battling disease and my marriage is far from pleasant. On a better note: I was saved in 1974 and have been hanging on to My Lord ever since. My hubby and I, are divided on many things which really makes life very hard indeed. I do not know know if he is saved anymore, I believe that he has been disqualified himself through his own actions, he will answer to God for it. In the meantime I am struggling to cleave to my Lord and Savior, He is My Rock and My Fortress.