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I was asked to introduce myself, so in good faith.
My name is Daniel.
My life was very confusing growing up. I grew up in Church, a good Biblical Church, and stumbled in my faith in God as a teen due to evolution in the public school I attended. The day I realized.. "Someone is outright lying here." I began to question everything. I wanted answers. I studied, researched, prayed, debated, asked people questions. You name it, I had looked it up, from odd demonic occurrences, to scientific work, to Theology, and even near death experiences.
For over ten years I questioned, and I'm being conservative on that estimate. Continuously throughout this time I would ask God questions, God would give me answers. And again, I would have more questions, God would supply more answers. To this day, I don't believe anyone who tells me they had been "seeking" and didn't "find." It took a lot of seeking, but when I prayed, and persisted, and kept my eyes on Christ.. Eventually, out of the blue the answer would hit me. Every problem ever thrown in my face concerning God, Jesus, or the Bible has been refuted in my mind by God Himself, and there is no one who can convince me otherwise. I've never had a doubt that I truly searched for an answer to, and prayed about, that God did not resolve and answer me on.
When I began this search upon realizing there were a mass of lies being told by someone, I was terrified of dying. I loved life as a teen, and remember not wanting to disappear. Would it hurt to not exist? No, but it hurt to know that I had lived and was living for absolutely nothing. Sitting here today death is not only not a fear for me, but I would welcome it. There is nothing greater in life, in my opinion, than to be in the presence of Christ Jesus my Savior and my God and of all those that love Him.
My only goal right now in life is to give all I have to God's will. To always do those things that please Him. To preach the Good News by whatever means He provides me. I want to pick up the Sword that the great men of God have left here when they are called home. The Sword of the men who built my faith, who served God with all their strength, who inspired me to be strong in Christ and who showed the power of God that lived within them. I want to their place in the good fight, and bring God glory.
I believe with all my heart that our fight is in the minds and hearts of the people we encounter in life. Those that behold our words with their eyes and ears. I believe that my duty is to give all that God has given to me, to them. The truth given, and the lies dispelled. I don't have many interests aside from the Bible. I have a few hobbies. I like to invent, I enjoy learning to make my own tools from nature, and doing other wilderness/outdoor related activities. I also like writing and literature. Philosophy is a big passion. But God is my life.
So that is me. I'm not so sure it's how an introduction should go. But that's what came out.
I love people with all my heart. So if you feel like messaging, by all means, I'm open ears. I'll do anything for you I can.
My name is Daniel.
My life was very confusing growing up. I grew up in Church, a good Biblical Church, and stumbled in my faith in God as a teen due to evolution in the public school I attended. The day I realized.. "Someone is outright lying here." I began to question everything. I wanted answers. I studied, researched, prayed, debated, asked people questions. You name it, I had looked it up, from odd demonic occurrences, to scientific work, to Theology, and even near death experiences.
For over ten years I questioned, and I'm being conservative on that estimate. Continuously throughout this time I would ask God questions, God would give me answers. And again, I would have more questions, God would supply more answers. To this day, I don't believe anyone who tells me they had been "seeking" and didn't "find." It took a lot of seeking, but when I prayed, and persisted, and kept my eyes on Christ.. Eventually, out of the blue the answer would hit me. Every problem ever thrown in my face concerning God, Jesus, or the Bible has been refuted in my mind by God Himself, and there is no one who can convince me otherwise. I've never had a doubt that I truly searched for an answer to, and prayed about, that God did not resolve and answer me on.
When I began this search upon realizing there were a mass of lies being told by someone, I was terrified of dying. I loved life as a teen, and remember not wanting to disappear. Would it hurt to not exist? No, but it hurt to know that I had lived and was living for absolutely nothing. Sitting here today death is not only not a fear for me, but I would welcome it. There is nothing greater in life, in my opinion, than to be in the presence of Christ Jesus my Savior and my God and of all those that love Him.
My only goal right now in life is to give all I have to God's will. To always do those things that please Him. To preach the Good News by whatever means He provides me. I want to pick up the Sword that the great men of God have left here when they are called home. The Sword of the men who built my faith, who served God with all their strength, who inspired me to be strong in Christ and who showed the power of God that lived within them. I want to their place in the good fight, and bring God glory.
I believe with all my heart that our fight is in the minds and hearts of the people we encounter in life. Those that behold our words with their eyes and ears. I believe that my duty is to give all that God has given to me, to them. The truth given, and the lies dispelled. I don't have many interests aside from the Bible. I have a few hobbies. I like to invent, I enjoy learning to make my own tools from nature, and doing other wilderness/outdoor related activities. I also like writing and literature. Philosophy is a big passion. But God is my life.
So that is me. I'm not so sure it's how an introduction should go. But that's what came out.
I love people with all my heart. So if you feel like messaging, by all means, I'm open ears. I'll do anything for you I can.