Hey everybody, I'm new to the group. Yesterday, I had what I think was a panic attack. Then the strangest thing happened early this morning. I was lying in bed trying to fall asleep, thinking about all the things that could have made me respond that way. Well my cell phone starts lighting up. Now it doesn't ring, it's just flashing like it's ringing and the ringer was on. So I picked it up and it was a call coming through that said Unavailable ID. I was freaked out, cause it wasn't ringing and it wouldn't let me answer. It wouldn't do anything but flash Unavailable ID. I had to turn the power off to get it to stop. So that kind of had me tripping a little. Something popped in my head like, "Who's trying to call you at this time of morning?" It was like 2am. So I thought about it and said to myself, "Maybe it was God." So I got out of bed and went into the living room and sat down in the dark. That's where we usually conversate at that hour. I started trying to organize my feelings and I said out loud. "I feel incapable". Then I started to cry, cause I realized that that summed it all up. So I got on the internet and googled the words "feeling incapable." This site popped up. So I clicked on it and this post popped up. turn-your-weakness-into-strength by Zulu I immediately felt encouraged. then I went to this one. secret-spiritual-power by Coconut well that was just the icing on the cake. talk about revelation. You talking about floored. I couldn't believe it. It was right there in plain sight. Evidence that Jesus called me last night and we had a great chat. Ain't it amazing how God works in mysterious ways. Thank you to the authors of these two posts. I really needed to read that. I am excited to be here with you all. I feel so much better, since I laid my burdens down. Thank you Jesus!