I divorced my ex-husband 18 years ago to marry my current husband who was my high school sweetheart. I know that divorce is a sin and have asked for forgiveness for it. My ex-husband remarried a woman with 2 grown daughters who had children so he became an instant grandparent. My 25 year old son who struggled with substance abuse died 9 years ago. I had prayed for him ever night. Yet he still died. This also shattered my dreams of being a grandma. My current husband has a daughter (my step-daughter) who just recently became pregnant with twins and I was so happy with the thought of being grandma after all. She just recently went into premature labor and lost both babies. We had been praying for 2 healthy happy babies to be born ever since she first found out. But yet they died. Is God punishing me? I have lost my son and grandsons. I also feel that God is not listening to my prayers and am having trouble feeling the power of prayer or praying. Pkeas give me opinions on this matter.