Fear Not brother AwesomeJC! I sure do not know of any brother or any sister who feeling and emotions have not run along the same line. Do you remember brother when first learning to ride a bike,we did our best,but got some bumps and cuts learning didn't we? But after a while you got really good at riding your bike! Do not look at this from the feeling of God not being with you,we know his Word says he will never fail you or forsake you!( deut 31:6,and in the new, which we live in now,Heb 13:5) But sometimes our feeling and emotion do not line up with this,so we must learn how to grow,and how to mature,and this my good brother like all things takes time,your time!
We must be willing to mature and grow. For myself bro, anger helped me,to motivate me. instead of feeling like 2 cents waiting for change,I said God's Word is more true then my feeling or emotion! But my own words have no merit bro,so I had to learn to speak out loud God's Word,to myself,for faith cometh by hearing!!( rom 10:17) So if all I am hearing is how bad I feel,how will I ever get out of my depression? I can't bro! So now there comes a time in Christ Jesus where Holy Spirit says, it is time to grow and take the next step,I will teach you( 1 john 2:27) if you will learn my words rather then your own words. It took some time bro,i was rather hardheaded,and I had more excuses then carter has pills!! LOL
But I learned,and from learning grew,so that I could help others who also have been this way in there own life as I was. YOUR TIME!!! That is one great key brother,to get the Word in front of our eyes rather then the feeling and emotions which look to be in control of our sorry flesh. Paul learned this as well bro, look what he said!( phil 3:12-14) If we go back or look back brother,we cannot go forward can we? But through Jesus, and KNOWING!!! his love we press on! For Jesus is always in front of us,and we are always following him,for if we decide to go another way,he is no longer in front of us,and our emotions and feeling look to guide us,and then we are in a sorry shape! I know!! Been there bro!
The next Key to the Kingdom is knowing that no matter how we feel or what we are going through Jesus does and will always LOVE YOU!!( eph 3:14-21!!!) learn this bro!!And depression will leave you!! I fought two tours in Vietnam,talk about depressed!!LORD! We must learn how to be good Soldiers for our Jesus bro,and we cannot learn if we let our feeling and emotions run our life. So brother please get up, and get on that bike and ride it into Glory with us! We will help you,we understand what feeling and emotions can do,we also know how self control is also very important for each of us!
We LOVE you bro, and Jesus sure love you! So like my dear old dad used to say after I threw the bike aside and said I cannot do this,he picked the bike up for me,and said son,I am with you,will you not believe me? Now ride the bike like I know you can! With tears, and watching my dad run with me,I did learn.So will you brother!! fear not! Let our Heavenly Father,walk with you,he chose you!( john 15:16) God does not pick losers bro!!And God cannot lie either!!( heb 6:17-19) My prayers and love are sure always right along side of you bro!!PRESS FORWARD!!! IN VICTORY!!! for when we learn about just how much Jesus loves each of us,we are not moving to victory anymore brother!!We are moving FROM IT!! ( rom 8:31-39!!!!!!) God bless you bro!!