windmill2kids
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- Nov 4, 2008
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- 61
I learn something new each day. I'm learning now that I have to love myself before I can learn to truly love anyone else. I've also just recently learned that I listen too much to people and not enough to God and myself. I get overwhelmed trying to do things the way other people do them because I do not have enough confidence in what I already can do and am doing. I've learned that I can't be like everyone else; that I have to follow Gods already-chosen path for me in life instead of going down everyone else's. I've got to parent my kids how God wants me to and how I know best,, not how someone else does. I already have what I need to raise my children and be a civil person, I don't need anyone else's approval of my life!!!!! I CAN'T BE PERFECT! GOD LOVES ME JUST THE WAY I AM! I've also learned to not share too much of my life with the people I come in physical contact with(not you guys, lol). It just puts me under more stress. PRAISE GOD, I've learned that I don't need any other friends except God, my husband, my children, and my nanna!!!! PRAISE GOD, I've learned to not take them for Granted ever again!!!!! What I need I already have. It's all right under my nose. I've learned to be thankful for what I have, because I do have a lot. It's like that Carrie Underwood song,,, "What you've been out there searching for forever, is in your hands".. It's strange but when I get sick and can't go for a while,, then when I get much better I realize just how precious my kids are and just how much I missed taking care of them. Those things that I dreaded doing before I was sick seem to be joyful when I get better. Why is it that we so easily take for granted what we have and want more? I will never know,, I guess it's just human nature. Wow! I got that out of my system. That feeeeeeels great!
