Deep3Sheep
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If you have read any of my previous posts, I might have come out as someone "perfect". It is not true, I strife for perfection as Heavenly Father is perfect. Because that is the goal for us christian believers.
Mostly I am quiet and do not speak a lot. I am introverted. That part is not the problem.
Just...
I feel very bad, when quite accidentally there is a gossip between me and my mom about certain people. Yesterday it happened in a way, I should have stayed silent, but I was troubled inside and I let it out. I truly regret it! As far as having relationship with Jesus, He is still there and we talk. I ask for forgiveness and I've received it, but still I do not want to play with God's grace and mercy because of my tongue.
I kindly ask for prayers that I could get this perfection state, what Jesus mentioned in Matthew 5:48 . That I won't talk based how I feel inside, but still keep quiet even if the statement about the person is true, but not something what builds them up. I truly need more prayers on that matter because I cannot rely only on my own strength, but need God's that He would stop me!
Although I know He has given us free will, but this is something I struggle with still. I am humbled not self-righteous for that matter. Thank you for your prayers!
Mostly I am quiet and do not speak a lot. I am introverted. That part is not the problem.
Just...
I feel very bad, when quite accidentally there is a gossip between me and my mom about certain people. Yesterday it happened in a way, I should have stayed silent, but I was troubled inside and I let it out. I truly regret it! As far as having relationship with Jesus, He is still there and we talk. I ask for forgiveness and I've received it, but still I do not want to play with God's grace and mercy because of my tongue.
I kindly ask for prayers that I could get this perfection state, what Jesus mentioned in Matthew 5:48 . That I won't talk based how I feel inside, but still keep quiet even if the statement about the person is true, but not something what builds them up. I truly need more prayers on that matter because I cannot rely only on my own strength, but need God's that He would stop me!
Although I know He has given us free will, but this is something I struggle with still. I am humbled not self-righteous for that matter. Thank you for your prayers!
