Dear
@Servant of God
I am so sorry for replying late,
@Tboss is correct that is essentially what religious ocd is. Thank you for replying for me
@Tboss, it’s truly is mentally and emotionally draining. But I am speaking with someone who is going through intrusive blasphemous thoughts too right now, she doesn’t have religious ocd though (Thank God). But I feel very understood by her because we both feel hopeless but are encouraging each other.