I’ve just been a Christian for a month or two and last week I came across this bible verse saying that you have to carry your cross to be a disciple of Jesus. I asked a few Christians on the internet what that means and they all say that it means you have to be willing to DIE for Jesus to be saved. That totally shook me up so I tried to ask more people and tell them how I feel, but they all say either: well you don’t love Jesus enough, If you aren’t willing to die you’re not a true Christian, I will die for Jesus. Personally I know why people are willing to die but I just don’t see the point. Would not be BETTER to fight, try to escape or call for help than be honest with your faith and die? That got me more confused than ever, I feel like the only “Christian” on this planet who don’t see the point in dying for Jesus and I think I’m going to hell. I would appreciate some advice for this. Thank you all.