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Im really scared because i have been having evil blasphemous thoughts that make me really anxious,

I broke down to the Lord yesterday and said i dont know if i committed the unpardonable sin, the scriptures make it sound like i have, i need you to show me i havent. then i heard a voice in my head say trust the Lord.

This morning (when my attacks normally are the worst) i had really evil thoughts. but its now to the point that i mix up words and get really bad anxiety, now i sometimes say the opposite of what i am trying to say out loud and i sometimes blurt out things in fear,
a really bad thing happened today. I had blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit of God, and these lying thoughts were cursing and denying the Existence of Gods REAL Holy Spirit. so i was panicking and fighting the thoughts off and saying the thoughts out loud but against the enemy not the Holy Spirit. But i got irritated and kept saying the Holy Spirit is NOT FAKE AND IT IS REAL, AND THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT NOT REAL and then i accidentally said what the very evil thoughts were saying, i accidentally spoke against the Holy Spirit, I didnt mean to as a rebellion or willful rejection but the scriptures say SPEAK, or SPOKE. Now i am in deep confusion and not sure what to do because i said the very thing i didnt want to say, like i knew what i was going to say but it came out completely different. Im on edge now because this prevents me from trusting the lord fully i feel like and i dont know if i can be forgiven. Like the bible talks about we speak evil from our hearts, but i didnt mean what i said but like who is going to win me or the bible?

Can you please pray for an answer for me, the bible talks about if you ask you will receive and if 2 or more are in agreement Jesus is there. I need deliverance from this constant torment. Do i have a demon, cus a born again Christian should have a sound mind and a mind of Christ not a constant flurry of evil thoughts i dont want and accidently speaking against the spirit on accident. Like i want to serve the lord and thats it. Please pray for an answer for me, for forgiveness and for deliverance thats all i ask. Im not in habitual sin (other than these unwanted thoughts.) i just feel doomed man. i dont know if its just a placebo effect but i watched some guy on youtube do a deliverance video on Thursday but i started coughing and gagging a bit, but i feel like i was self deceiving myself now. Im not saying i have a demon because Im pretty sure i have the Holy Spirit, but now im not sure if i do because of my accidental blasphemy.
 
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Glad to pray for you

the Bible also says, BE STILL and know that I AM GOD ( Psalm 46:10 )
in future, rather than trying to fight it all, be still and let the Lord fight for you
give no place to the devil and he will flee from you.

I shall be praying

may you have God's peace in Christ Jesus the Lord
The Lord is gentle and His reproaches do not confuse us, nor scare us. Trust Him,


Bless you ....><>
 
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Glad to pray for you

the Bible also says, BE STILL and know that I AM GOD ( Psalm 46:10 )
in future, rather than trying to fight it all, be still and let the Lord fight for you
give no place to the devil and he will flee from you.

I shall be praying

may you have God's peace in Christ Jesus the Lord
The Lord is gentle and His reproaches do not confuse us, nor scare us. Trust Him,


Bless you ....><>
Yes sir, im just confused now because i may have committed the unpardonable sin and that wasnt my intention
 
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Im really scared because i have been having evil blasphemous thoughts that make me really anxious,

I broke down to the Lord yesterday and said i dont know if i committed the unpardonable sin, the scriptures make it sound like i have, i need you to show me i havent. then i heard a voice in my head say trust the Lord.

This morning (when my attacks normally are the worst) i had really evil thoughts. but its now to the point that i mix up words and get really bad anxiety, now i sometimes say the opposite of what i am trying to say out loud and i sometimes blurt out things in fear,
a really bad thing happened today. I had blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit of God, and these lying thoughts were cursing and denying the Existence of Gods REAL Holy Spirit. so i was panicking and fighting the thoughts off and saying the thoughts out loud but against the enemy not the Holy Spirit. But i got irritated and kept saying the Holy Spirit is NOT FAKE AND IT IS REAL, AND THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT NOT REAL and then i accidentally said what the very evil thoughts were saying, i accidentally spoke against the Holy Spirit, I didnt mean to as a rebellion or willful rejection but the scriptures say SPEAK, or SPOKE. Now i am in deep confusion and not sure what to do because i said the very thing i didnt want to say, like i knew what i was going to say but it came out completely different. Im on edge now because this prevents me from trusting the lord fully i feel like and i dont know if i can be forgiven. Like the bible talks about we speak evil from our hearts, but i didnt mean what i said but like who is going to win me or the bible?

Can you please pray for an answer for me, the bible talks about if you ask you will receive and if 2 or more are in agreement Jesus is there. I need deliverance from this constant torment. Do i have a demon, cus a born again Christian should have a sound mind and a mind of Christ not a constant flurry of evil thoughts i dont want and accidently speaking against the spirit on accident. Like i want to serve the lord and thats it. Please pray for an answer for me, for forgiveness and for deliverance thats all i ask. Im not in habitual sin (other than these unwanted thoughts.) i just feel doomed man. i dont know if its just a placebo effect but i watched some guy on youtube do a deliverance video on Thursday but i started coughing and gagging a bit, but i feel like i was self deceiving myself now. Im not saying i have a demon because Im pretty sure i have the Holy Spirit, but now im not sure if i do because of my accidental blasphemy.


Hi Isaiah,

Many thanks for your post and for being so honest and open. Can I suggest that you get your mental health checked out? You seem a bit overly fixated about Jesus' warning about blaspheming the Holy Spirit in Matthew 12:31‭-‬32 -
“Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.

The context of this passage was Jesus' enemies accusing Him of having the power of Satan through which He was performing miracles rather than the Holy Spirit and Jesus naturally took exception to this, warning them that they were treading a very fine line. Now that's a million miles from what you describe. Correct me if I'm wrong but you're saying is that at times your thoughts spin out of control and that sometimes you think bizarre thoughts not of your making.

You need to try to distinguish between normal everyday thoughts that come from within you and wacky weird thoughts that pop out of your head from goodness knows where and which you disown and disagree with totally.

Thankfully God knows your true innermost thoughts and sees straight through your weird whacky thoughts and totally disregards them. He loves and adores you and wants to heal you by helping you to distinguish between the two types and filing the latter type deep

Keep praying and reading your Bible. If either goes a bit wonky just put it down for an hour. God will quickly translate what you think, separating weird wonky thoughts from your own deep personal thoughts, discarding the former, and you need to do the same and in that way overcome this tendency.

God bless you brother.

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Dear Lord God,

I want to pray for my lovely dear brother Isaiah. He seems to have some weird wonky thoughts coming out of his head that he has no control over. These seem to be really troubling him, he's worried that these might offend you. Please dear God, reassure him that you know his innermost thoughts and how he truly loves you. Heal his mind Lord, give him that peace that only your Holy Spirit can and bless him dear Lord.

I'm so pleased Lord that I can bring such a huge range of different problems to you because you Lord are all powerful and in complete control, it's a huge reassurance. Thank you dear Lord. I love you dearly.

Amen.
 
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Yes sir, im just confused now because i may have committed the unpardonable sin and that wasnt my intention
thankyou brother


Hi Isaiah,

Many thanks for your post and for being so honest and open. Can I suggest that you get your mental health checked out? You seem a bit overly fixated about Jesus' warning about blaspheming the Holy Spirit in Matthew 12:31‭-‬32 -
“Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.

The context of this passage was Jesus' enemies accusing Him of having the power of Satan through which He was performing miracles rather than the Holy Spirit and Jesus naturally took exception to this, warning them that they were treading a very fine line. Now that's a million miles from what you describe. Correct me if I'm wrong but you're saying is that at times your thoughts spin out of control and that sometimes you think bizarre thoughts not of your making.

You need to try to distinguish between normal everyday thoughts that come from within you and wacky weird thoughts that pop out of your head from goodness knows where and which you disown and disagree with totally.

Thankfully God knows your true innermost thoughts and sees straight through your weird whacky thoughts and totally disregards them. He loves and adores you and wants to heal you by helping you to distinguish between the two types and filing the latter type deep

Keep praying and reading your Bible. If either goes a bit wonky just put it down for an hour. God will quickly translate what you think, separating weird wonky thoughts from your own deep personal thoughts, discarding the former, and you need to do the same and in that way overcome this tendency.

God bless you brother.

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Dear Lord God,

I want to pray for my lovely dear brother Isaiah. He seems to have some weird wonky thoughts coming out of his head that he has no control over. These seem to be really troubling him, he's worried that these might offend you. Please dear God, reassure him that you know his innermost thoughts and how he truly loves you. Heal his mind Lord, give him that peace that only your Holy Spirit can and bless him dear Lord.

I'm so pleased Lord that I can bring such a huge range of different problems to you because you Lord are all powerful and in complete control, it's a huge reassurance. Thank you dear Lord. I love you dearly.

Amen.
Thankyou, my main concern was because i actually spoke out loud something i didnt intend to say thats all, for example your a president presenting a speech and you may say something completely different from what you meant to say, cheers for the prayer, can i pray anything for you?
 
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thankyou brother

Thankyou, my main concern was because i actually spoke out loud something i didnt intend to say thats all, for example your a president presenting a speech and you may say something completely different from what you meant to say, cheers for the prayer, can i pray anything for you?
Hi Isaiah, can I reassure you that to God there's no difference between what you think and what you say, He can read your thoughts as clearly as He can hear your words. The relevant verse is -
You, however, are not in the realm of the flesh but are in the realm of the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, they do not belong to Christ. But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. Romans 8:9‭-‬10 NIV

I'm pretty sure bro, you are in the realm of the Spirit, your name is written in marker pen in the book of life. On this Easter Sunday let's thank God that He loves us both so dearly.

Yes, if you want to pray for me, please pray for my son Luke. He's 30, marrieto d, own house, very comfortable, goes to church once every 3 weeks (until they closed all the churches). Please pray that the Holy Spirit convinces him that God needs to be number one in his life and that he needs to surrender everything to God.

Bless you bro.
 
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And sometimes evil spirits will whisper evil thoughts into our minds and want us to believe they were our own thoughts to begin with. Reject the evil thoughts as they are from satan to deceive you.
 
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Im really scared because i have been having evil blasphemous thoughts that make me really anxious,

I broke down to the Lord yesterday and said i dont know if i committed the unpardonable sin, the scriptures make it sound like i have, i need you to show me i havent. then i heard a voice in my head say trust the Lord.

This morning (when my attacks normally are the worst) i had really evil thoughts. but its now to the point that i mix up words and get really bad anxiety, now i sometimes say the opposite of what i am trying to say out loud and i sometimes blurt out things in fear,
a really bad thing happened today. I had blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit of God, and these lying thoughts were cursing and denying the Existence of Gods REAL Holy Spirit. so i was panicking and fighting the thoughts off and saying the thoughts out loud but against the enemy not the Holy Spirit. But i got irritated and kept saying the Holy Spirit is NOT FAKE AND IT IS REAL, AND THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT NOT REAL and then i accidentally said what the very evil thoughts were saying, i accidentally spoke against the Holy Spirit, I didnt mean to as a rebellion or willful rejection but the scriptures say SPEAK, or SPOKE. Now i am in deep confusion and not sure what to do because i said the very thing i didnt want to say, like i knew what i was going to say but it came out completely different. Im on edge now because this prevents me from trusting the lord fully i feel like and i dont know if i can be forgiven. Like the bible talks about we speak evil from our hearts, but i didnt mean what i said but like who is going to win me or the bible?

Can you please pray for an answer for me, the bible talks about if you ask you will receive and if 2 or more are in agreement Jesus is there. I need deliverance from this constant torment. Do i have a demon, cus a born again Christian should have a sound mind and a mind of Christ not a constant flurry of evil thoughts i dont want and accidently speaking against the spirit on accident. Like i want to serve the lord and thats it. Please pray for an answer for me, for forgiveness and for deliverance thats all i ask. Im not in habitual sin (other than these unwanted thoughts.) i just feel doomed man. i dont know if its just a placebo effect but i watched some guy on youtube do a deliverance video on Thursday but i started coughing and gagging a bit, but i feel like i was self deceiving myself now. Im not saying i have a demon because Im pretty sure i have the Holy Spirit, but now im not sure if i do because of my accidental blasphemy.
I can comfort you YOU HAVE NOT COMMITTED THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN. To commit the unforgivable sin is to reject the salvation offered by the Lord Jesus each and every day for the rest of your life and hand yourself completely over to Satan each and every day of your whole life until the day of your death.
 
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Im really scared because i have been having evil blasphemous thoughts that make me really anxious,

I broke down to the Lord yesterday and said i dont know if i committed the unpardonable sin, the scriptures make it sound like i have, i need you to show me i havent. then i heard a voice in my head say trust the Lord.

This morning (when my attacks normally are the worst) i had really evil thoughts. but its now to the point that i mix up words and get really bad anxiety, now i sometimes say the opposite of what i am trying to say out loud and i sometimes blurt out things in fear,
a really bad thing happened today. I had blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit of God, and these lying thoughts were cursing and denying the Existence of Gods REAL Holy Spirit. so i was panicking and fighting the thoughts off and saying the thoughts out loud but against the enemy not the Holy Spirit. But i got irritated and kept saying the Holy Spirit is NOT FAKE AND IT IS REAL, AND THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT NOT REAL and then i accidentally said what the very evil thoughts were saying, i accidentally spoke against the Holy Spirit, I didnt mean to as a rebellion or willful rejection but the scriptures say SPEAK, or SPOKE. Now i am in deep confusion and not sure what to do because i said the very thing i didnt want to say, like i knew what i was going to say but it came out completely different. Im on edge now because this prevents me from trusting the lord fully i feel like and i dont know if i can be forgiven. Like the bible talks about we speak evil from our hearts, but i didnt mean what i said but like who is going to win me or the bible?

Can you please pray for an answer for me, the bible talks about if you ask you will receive and if 2 or more are in agreement Jesus is there. I need deliverance from this constant torment. Do i have a demon, cus a born again Christian should have a sound mind and a mind of Christ not a constant flurry of evil thoughts i dont want and accidently speaking against the spirit on accident. Like i want to serve the lord and thats it. Please pray for an answer for me, for forgiveness and for deliverance thats all i ask. Im not in habitual sin (other than these unwanted thoughts.) i just feel doomed man. i dont know if its just a placebo effect but i watched some guy on youtube do a deliverance video on Thursday but i started coughing and gagging a bit, but i feel like i was self deceiving myself now. Im not saying i have a demon because Im pretty sure i have the Holy Spirit, but now im not sure if i do because of my accidental blasphemy.
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Im really scared because i have been having evil blasphemous thoughts that make me really anxious,

I broke down to the Lord yesterday and said i dont know if i committed the unpardonable sin, the scriptures make it sound like i have, i need you to show me i havent. then i heard a voice in my head say trust the Lord.

This morning (when my attacks normally are the worst) i had really evil thoughts. but its now to the point that i mix up words and get really bad anxiety, now i sometimes say the opposite of what i am trying to say out loud and i sometimes blurt out things in fear,
a really bad thing happened today. I had blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit of God, and these lying thoughts were cursing and denying the Existence of Gods REAL Holy Spirit. so i was panicking and fighting the thoughts off and saying the thoughts out loud but against the enemy not the Holy Spirit. But i got irritated and kept saying the Holy Spirit is NOT FAKE AND IT IS REAL, AND THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT NOT REAL and then i accidentally said what the very evil thoughts were saying, i accidentally spoke against the Holy Spirit, I didnt mean to as a rebellion or willful rejection but the scriptures say SPEAK, or SPOKE. Now i am in deep confusion and not sure what to do because i said the very thing i didnt want to say, like i knew what i was going to say but it came out completely different. Im on edge now because this prevents me from trusting the lord fully i feel like and i dont know if i can be forgiven. Like the bible talks about we speak evil from our hearts, but i didnt mean what i said but like who is going to win me or the bible?

Can you please pray for an answer for me, the bible talks about if you ask you will receive and if 2 or more are in agreement Jesus is there. I need deliverance from this constant torment. Do i have a demon, cus a born again Christian should have a sound mind and a mind of Christ not a constant flurry of evil thoughts i dont want and accidently speaking against the spirit on accident. Like i want to serve the lord and thats it. Please pray for an answer for me, for forgiveness and for deliverance thats all i ask. Im not in habitual sin (other than these unwanted thoughts.) i just feel doomed man. i dont know if its just a placebo effect but i watched some guy on youtube do a deliverance video on Thursday but i started coughing and gagging a bit, but i feel like i was self deceiving myself now. Im not saying i have a demon because Im pretty sure i have the Holy Spirit, but now im not sure if i do because of my accidental blasphemy.
Hi Isaiah, It seems to me that you're undergoing attacks from Satan, if not him, his demons. This is nothing new to Christians. One of the ways the enemy uses to attack us is to place thoughts in our minds and then accuse us of them, he is the accuser of the brethren. If you had blasphemed the Holy Spirit, he would have left you and, rather than seeking prayer from your brothers your heart would be hardened and you would be seeking the things of the world. There are a couple of ways I have found to make him stop and leave you alone. One is to recite relevant scriptures to him, he hates that and secondly sing praise songs and glorify Jesus. that causes him to flee. We are in a war. Put on your armour, take up your sword and fight back. When I was young in my faith he would attack me in my bed at night. It was so powerful, that I couldn't call out praise to Jesus and I had to suffer it until he got tired of the attack. I've been in my faith now for over forty years and learned more from scripture and learned how to fight. The sword of the Spirit, (the Word of God) is your weapon, I suggest you study up and use it, check out Matthew 4:1-11 and see how Jesus handled him. He used only the written word and he beat him. Bless you.
 
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Hi Isaiah, It seems to me that you're undergoing attacks from Satan, if not him, his demons. This is nothing new to Christians. One of the ways the enemy uses to attack us is to place thoughts in our minds and then accuse us of them, he is the accuser of the brethren. If you had blasphemed the Holy Spirit, he would have left you and, rather than seeking prayer from your brothers your heart would be hardened and you would be seeking the things of the world. There are a couple of ways I have found to make him stop and leave you alone. One is to recite relevant scriptures to him, he hates that and secondly sing praise songs and glorify Jesus. that causes him to flee. We are in a war. Put on your armour, take up your sword and fight back. When I was young in my faith he would attack me in my bed at night. It was so powerful, that I couldn't call out praise to Jesus and I had to suffer it until he got tired of the attack. I've been in my faith now for over forty years and learned more from scripture and learned how to fight. The sword of the Spirit, (the Word of God) is your weapon, I suggest you study up and use it, check out Matthew 4:1-11 and see how Jesus handled him. He used only the written word and he beat him. Bless you.
What type of thoughts did you have?
I sinned today and went on social media when i was not suppose to, and i wasnt really focusing on God as much as i should today, i had a really evil thought like as i was speaking in my head, it didnt even sound like it comes from me but like it was in my thought dialouge, I see you have been saved from this, but what exact thoughts and things were you saved from?
 
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What type of thoughts did you have?
I sinned today and went on social media when i was not suppose to, and i wasnt really focusing on God as much as i should today, i had a really evil thought like as i was speaking in my head, it didnt even sound like it comes from me but like it was in my thought dialouge, I see you have been saved from this, but what exact thoughts and things were you saved from?
I dont mean this in a mean way lol, and if you need any prayer let me know.
 
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What type of thoughts did you have?
I sinned today and went on social media when i was not suppose to, and i wasnt really focusing on God as much as i should today, i had a really evil thought like as i was speaking in my head, it didnt even sound like it comes from me but like it was in my thought dialouge, I see you have been saved from this, but what exact thoughts and things were you saved from?
To be honest Isaiah, It's so long ago, over forty years, and I can't recall the actual thoughts, but I know they were at times blasphemous and back then I occasionally visited sites I shouldn't. but I learned to stand my ground and fight and now more often than not I gain victory. But we are in a war and the enemy can come in various guises, he can appear as an angel of light and he can come at you like a roaring lion or he can just tempt us incessantly to try and wear us down. We are soldiers Isaiah and we are being trained, and our weapon is the Sword of the Spirit (The Word of God) the bible. the more we read it, the sharper our sword becomes and we start to win. I suggest you read Ephesians 6:10-18, because that tells us about our armour. And as well as the gospels where Jesus teaches us all about the kingdom of God, read the letter to the Romans. the apostle Paul introduced me to myself through that letter. I'll tell you something that might help. When Moses led the Israelites out of Egypt, the last plague that caused Pharaoh to allow the Israelites to leave was the plague of the angel of death. To protect his people, Moses instructed them to kill an unblemished lamb, smear the blood of the lamb on the door posts and to stay inside and feed on the lamb. Now here's the good bit; it didn't matter how sinful the people inside the houses were, because the blood of the lamb was on the doorposts the angel of death passed over them. The angel of death didn't see their sin he only saw the blood. Now here's the best bit of all Jesus when he was on the cross shed his blood, and all who believe are covered by it, so God doesn't see our sin, he only sees the blood. so when Satan or his demons accuse you, say to them 'on your bike', I am covered by the blood of Jesus and God doesn't see my sin. To be chosen by Jesus to be one of the elect is an honour, so hang on in there and know we are all being attacked, but you end up becoming a veteran. Bless you.
 

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