I've been through so much throughout my life. I've always had deep depression and crippling anxiety. I am a survivor of child sexual abuse. I fell into addiction as a child. I have always been against using drugs and alcohol but I went against what I believed and valued to get relief from my mental illnesses. I was able to put together 5.5 years clean from 2003 to 2009. I relapsed in 2009 and I've been trying to put together a year since then but have been unsuccessful. I've gotten 12345678 months clean at different times during the past 10 years. I gave up on life around 2 years ago now after going thrpugh so much tragedy in my life and fighting with all my might my entire life. I am very sick because of doing this. I was already sick enough but now I'm really sick. My liver and stomach are extremely sick due to my addiction. I have lost everything in my life. Please pray for a miracle to happen in my life to want to get a stay clean. To be filled with the Holy spirit power for a complete transformation in me.
In Jesus name amen.
In Jesus name amen.