Hi just wondering

[Timothy M]

I have been lost for some time now. A few weeks ago I started searching for Jesus. long story short last night I asked to feel him, as have In the past. A few hours later I thought I should pray for my enemies so I did, I then prayed for the ones I love also.. I then thought who else is my enemy, the antichrist I thought I then started praying and the prayer was. the antichrist may he be seen for who he really is. Just as I started this prayer, I mean straight away as I spoke, it a beautiful strong feeling come over me. I opened my eyes shoked the feeling still there finished my prayer and it went away but so moved I was I cried and begged for forgiveness. Yep I beleive
But wat does this mean

 

[Thiscrosshurts]

A few hours later I thought I should pray for my enemies so I did

Welcome to the forum Timothy
That was not a human thought,that was the Holy Spirit leading you to to issues that keep us all from feeling the all encompassing love of God.
Jesus said we can know who his followers are because they love their enemies.

Matthew 5:44 But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
Matthew 5:45 In that way, you will be acting as true children of your Father in heaven. For he gives his sunlight to both the evil and the good, and he sends rain on the just and the unjust alike.
Proverbs 25:21 If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat; if he is thirsty, give him water to drink.
Luke 6:27 "But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
Luke 6:28 bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.
Romans 12:20 On the contrary: "If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."

Don't stop listening to the voice of love because God is love.
Don't let any man judge you concerning things that love tells you to do.
Jesus said "my sheep know my voice and another they will not follow".

Godspeed

 

[Timothy M]

Something even more amazing happened last night. During the afternoon I thought to myself I wont dear ask for that feeling again. Anyway I asked a lot of questions during that day, again long story short I swear to god this is absolute truth. Ok so I was in and out of sleep I was at that stage when your awake but not awake if you no what I mean. Anyway I had al sorts of thoughts all of a sadden I was looking in to a multi universe, not that that's what I think is what the universe is but anyway I was standing with God And these questions came to me, maybe there is a God for each of these universes, and I thought for a second and said no there is only one God and then I seid this is amazing what u have done here God and instantly the most powerful feeling only in my heart and no where else was there so strong I couldn't move my hand and I was trying to put my hand on my chest I couldn't do it. It lasted about a minute or more it eased and come back and left me. During this feeling, come a feeling who is this it was different from the night before I was asking myself while it was happening who is this is it God or you no who I kept trying to push the ill feeling away but it kept returning and then when it was all over there was a feeling of emptiness and I pushed it aside even knowing it was still there I thx God for this and asked for good dreams I had lots of dreams but one that I remember. One of things I really wanted to be forgiving for was me being cruel to this cat when I was much younger. I've asked and asked to be forgiven for this. Any way in the dream was a cat and it was trying to eat these birds the birds I could not see but I knew what the cat was doing. Then the cat was on a balcony ledge trying for life to save its self from falling but I'm angry with this cat and I'm hitting it with anger but an anger I couldn't feel I think I lifted the cat to safety but then there was a dog trying to get up and I think the same thing I was angry and hitting this dog but then I helped the dog and we where both so happy the dog was kissing me and I was hugging the dog then the dream ended. Then I remember waking up with so much anger inside me and I don't no why and woke and asked where is all this anger from. That's really it then I went to work. If anyone can help me understand these things all I do no is I woke up with the feeling there was a message in that dream telling me don't worry about the cat there cruel too and the dog will always forgive u no matter what u do and also God telling me I need to fight the demons he won't do it for me. I hope this helps somebody becoz it's all true and every word of God is true and he is what he tells us he is its all true but I still feel the lies inside me and won't them away.

 

[Thiscrosshurts]

God telling me I need to fight the demons he won't do it for me. I

That's because God can not defeat something that does not exist.
We are to cast down false imaginations which are images in our minds that God did not create.
We create them and give them form and life and provision because we don't believe that we are loved and accepted by God.
The ego used or perceived separation from God as an opportunity to exist and have a prominent place in seat of our mind.
Love does not demand it's own way so love won't tear down what I hold onto as being reality.
The ego is at war with God because the truth of God exposes the separation as error and
exposes the ego as a lie and therefore powerless.Since the ego is born of a lie and is a lie it believes it's own lie that it exists.

But love can show us a better way to see God's reality which is the only reality because it changes not.
Then the light of God's reality will start to shake the reality projected by our ego's desire to believe it exists.
However the ego will resist and love will not demand change but will facilitate change when you desire change.

it's all true and every word of God is true and he is what he tells us he is its all true

I agree,it's freaky but it makes eternal sense.

but I still feel the lies inside me and won't them away.

Just like a cold or flu we have been assailed by a thing called ego who wants us to believe
we are separate from our creator and one another and alone in the cosmos.
The ego which you are sensing from the lies can be bound and eventually be cast out,if the ego is strong it may have to be disassembled in parts.
When we love our enemies it casts the ego out of our decision making process and binds him.
Praying in an unknown tongue also removes the ego from injecting his will into our prayers.
Giving of alms walking the second mile.All these actions bind the ego so that God's reality starts to light up everything real.

 

[Timothy M]

That is very helpful thank you and may God bless youIm think u understand what I'm saying. When I say demons I mean doubts

 

[Thiscrosshurts]

When I say demons I mean doubts

I believe you are correct that's why I say they don't exist,God did not create our doubts and they are what keeps us from experiencing eternal truth and keep us running from God's love and mercy.
King David said"goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life".
King David made a mess of his and his families lives because he decided to please his ego.
I suspect that goodness and mercy followed David because it was busy cleaning the mess David left in his wake.

Ephesians 2:5 even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved),
Ephesians 2:6 and raised us up with Him, and seated us with Him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,

In reality we are already seated in heaven,our five senses can't detect any of that though.because they are dominated by our belief that there are only five senses.In God's reality there are more than five senses and more than three dimensions.
The Lamb of God was slain before the foundation of the world so in God's reality it's already done before it even started because in reality it never happened.
This temporary life is not reality because it has a beginning and an end.
Eternity means no beginning and no end;always was and always will be.
So you can't really begin eternal life but you can realize that you always had it but simply can't experience truth in a temporary existence because nothing that actually exists is temporary.

John 17:3 And this is eternal life, that they know you the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent.

 

[Timothy M]

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I no everything in the bible is true. I'm only up to exodus and I'm having issues with somthing impotent which is Gods first commandment. How is it that I can love Jesus with all my heart when God wants me to love him with all my heart I exepted Jesus but now how do I no the right way to think. It is making me very sad because I want know everything there is to know in this live about it and can't learn it fast enough. I'm worried that I'm not good enough with all of my thoughts and also thank you for your testimony